reiki advice please

I prayed last night and something happened. I was shown a difference in energy patterns showed me people who made my energy feel scarey and I didn't feel confortable with eventhough i thought i was...how energy is meant to feel if you are with a man you trust and you are unafraid of them. a man hugged me and sang a song I have never heard of I woke up and and Iremember the words all of them.

This is part of who I am I was called "healer of words" by a native who taught me healing. I get songs in dreams and I use to play them on my keyboard. It got due to things I stopped as pain made me stop using the keyboard and having faith in it all.

I have heard of people having dreams waking up no longer caring or loving someone no longer feeling fear. I woke up and the feelings I had had went away.

I can't explain it as to why this happened but it did. all i know is yesterday i was very angry at God and the angels and told them to make it go away my feelings as they weren't real. I prayed for themt o help me give me a sign as to how I can make it go and as to what I am good at.

I saw in the dream music and singing writting songs.

I wish I knew how to harness the energy he sent to me as I wasn't afraid at all in that dream.

I wonder now how I do that. does anyone know how I can be in alignment with it instead of in alignment still with this other mans energy?

any ideas are welcome.

thanks

mardigras