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Hi everyone! I just had a remedial massage and at the end he did some reiki on me. When he finished he looked a bit concerned it confused. He told me two things stood out but my cold heart was the one confusing him. See I've never been a cold hearted person in my beliefs so I then was confused too. He said it felt blocked and took a long time to unblock. What could this mean? I have a few things that could be the answer. The main one I can think of is that my hubby and I are in the middle of being tested for infertility, 12 months have passed since we started trying, I've been diagnosed with stage 3 endo and we are going in for his sperm count results tomorrow (nerves are flowing in both of us)

Could it be that my heart is tired of the monthly heartache that once again a baby hasn't been conceived?
It's all I can put it down too. The high stress and the not knowing or being sure of anything when it comes to if we will ever conceive. I know 12 months is a short time to some but it does break my heart every month we fail.

Anyway I asked him what the other thing was that stood out and he said I had a really warm area in my left lower abdomen. Who knows what that means I didn't ask. Maybe because my period is due and my bladder was full.

So I went and relieved my bladder and as I passed by him he told me "the cold heart I think means TRUST your heart"

All I know is that at the end of the day my heart tells me we will have a baby and we will conceive but I find it hard to trust that message right now. So maybe there lies the problem too. I have never really connected with my spiritual side before so it's all new to me.

What other things could the cold heart mean? Does my theory sound correct?

Your understanding is correct. That message is no practical help to you...as in you are doing fine in knowing in your gut that you will have a baby....so just live your life.
Living all Ups and downs, heartbreaks, joy...it is all part of the mix and it should all be experienced in a loose and natural manner.

You are not obligated to be spiritual or anything else. It doesn't guarantee wisdom....lots of info, yes, but no simplicity....too much knowing of stuff.

Wisdom is a different ball game. You have it. We all have it. It's just pretentiousness, being spiritual. Spiritual folks can be idiots of third degree. You are doing just fine without connecting with your spiritual side.

If your heart desires to be a mummy....it will happen. Beautiful thing is that you already feel that. So let nobody sabotage your own knowing. In the meantime live your life, love and care for yourself and all around you.
Many warm wishes and hugs

Hi everyone! I just had a remedial massage and at the end he did some reiki on me. When he finished he looked a bit concerned it confused. He told me two things stood out but my cold heart was the one confusing him. See I've never been a cold hearted person in my beliefs so I then was confused too. He said it felt blocked and took a long time to unblock. What could this mean? I have a few things that could be the answer. The main one I can think of is that my hubby and I are in the middle of being tested for infertility, 12 months have passed since we started trying, I've been diagnosed with stage 3 endo and we are going in for his sperm count results tomorrow (nerves are flowing in both of us)

Could it be that my heart is tired of the monthly heartache that once again a baby hasn't been conceived?
It's all I can put it down too. The high stress and the not knowing or being sure of anything when it comes to if we will ever conceive. I know 12 months is a short time to some but it does break my heart every month we fail.

Anyway I asked him what the other thing was that stood out and he said I had a really warm area in my left lower abdomen. Who knows what that means I didn't ask. Maybe because my period is due and my bladder was full.

So I went and relieved my bladder and as I passed by him he told me "the cold heart I think means TRUST your heart"

All I know is that at the end of the day my heart tells me we will have a baby and we will conceive but I find it hard to trust that message right now. So maybe there lies the problem too. I have never really connected with my spiritual side before so it's all new to me.

What other things could the cold heart mean? Does my theory sound correct?

I would put the whole experience to the back of your mind, forget it, I have found that when people are stressed or worrying then I can sense that with cold patches, I wouldnt necessarily tell the client though, that would only worry them more. With time and the changing emotions the cold changes to warm then hot and back to their normal