Hello people

Well I have had my first Reiki session done to me and I don't know how I feel about it. I am a young woman and I was nervous because I was reiki'd by an attractive male who I did not know.

He said that experiences have led him into Reiki such as NDE and clairvoyancy, so he has a gift already basically. He warned me off pursuing Reiki courses as many people are getting involved with bad things without realising it. He was referring to possessions due to low energy and things. He scared me a little! He said it takes Tibetan Monks 60 years of meditation before their Master will consider attunement and that he works with guides who tell him where to place his hands.

I was scared in case he molested me and then blamed his spirit guides! Thankfully, he just placed his hands on the sides of my head and then my shoulders for the whole session. I didnt see anything or experience anything odd besides the occasional pain or twitch.

Afterwards, he went on about me being like an energy sponge and that i should turn bad experiences into positive ones. He then took my number and said he would ring me with an appointment with some Reiki healer woman miles away from where I live. I wasn't sure whether this is all OK to trust and now I feel worried I am getting into something I am not ready for.

I told my mum who looked concerned and is very sceptical about Reiki as a friend of hers is now a Master and talks about nothing else, always trying to push it onto people.

I was hoping for a wonderful experience but I just didnt get one. He didnt give much away other than to see this old woman and then go back to him for another session. Do you think I am ill or something? He mentioned detecting cancer in a previous patient and not telling her.

Why do I question everything so deeply? And will I experience anything in the aftermath of the session? He said he had opened up my chakras.

abi xxx