RE: Listening to the soul ? Or the ego ?
Hi BV,
thanks for adding your thoughts here , and it is not too late at all. The situation hasn't really changed, and although not as emotionally charged now, I am still pondering things daily.
There has been no contact at all with my sister since we fell out.
I still do not regret what happened, apart from any distress that I have caused other family members , who think that this is a situation that will be resolved. They are taking the approach of 'letting the dust settle'.
The situation has really given me motivation to look at myself further, but I still find that I cannot draw conclusions I can rely on , as one day I will think something, and the next day I will think the opposite !
So I have begun trying not to think, just to 'be' with things, and that does help. It is just difficult for someone with such a querying mind. Perhaps that is what this is all about - a situation which really does teach me to stop trying to fathom it all out, because it can be looked at from so many perpectives, that none of them can be the right one -
the whys and wherefores don't matter, it just is what it is !
Maybe that sounds like complete gobbledy gook, but I can see some sense in there somewhere !
Appreciate all replies very much , as usual HP people bringing their light to shine on troubled waters - thankyou.
Love Ru xx