RE: Listening to the soul ? Or the ego ?
Hi all well I do not know if I have put this on the boards or not , but this is all about egotism. Hope it helps you. If it does not go here thn please move it to some where it will fit.:)
Egotism
I am writing this out of my own experiences, and after been shown a valuable lesson not so long ago. I have been thinking for a long while now to write up on Egotism and what it means as well as what it represents to others. It all clicked into place when I was whiteness to it.
Healing
Giving & Receiving
My brother told me any Light Worker is guided, by their own intuition as well as the divine energies. Yes this is true; any of those who follow their heart as well as their intuition can easily be in contact with their guides and Angels. Trusts, faith, compassion, joy the willingness to forgive as well as forgive ourselves. These things are all part of the parcel on how we move on and remove the restrictions that we put around ourselves through constant conditioning by society and our early role models.
So what has this got to do with healing and being given healing?
Well who channels on conditions here, who says I will not offer them healing because
You then bring in egotism there due to the fact you have brought your mind into play, which constantly tests you, saying oh you dont want to do this and you dont want to be doing that because Joe Blogs there smokes, or is an alcoholic. Worse still is when you bring you own personal opinions of that person, which can be degrading not just to that person but to yourself.
This I have just used as a basic excuse, but there are many other things that prevent some people following their heart and providing a beautiful service/experience to those who truly do need it
When we are ruled by our ego then when we channel healing through us or any other gift that comes from Source/divine then its seriously limited, through the limitation we put on ourselves.
If this rings true and a little warning light is going of at the back of your mind or your heart is telling you that something I have just said here is ringing true then have a look into why that is. Remove the restrictions, and the obstacles that stop us from growing and expanding, as they just hold us back and who we truly are.
What would your thoughts and feelings be if I said to you that there are places where people do not let divine channels heal, because they wish to watch and condition them into their own ways and being, that they stop the channel healing people because thy do not like them or they have proved to be a handful, that they say oh u cant heal like that, because its wrong, you cant use that technique because it does not fit in with our guidelines, you need a constant shadow to watch over you as we do not feel you are good enough at what you do or how u do it.
Yes this is what I personally witnessed and experienced not so long ago, for it to be seen again just the other day when I went to visit another site. When we are blessed in being channels then what comes through us should not be conditioned and told that it is wrong. Any new person who has found out that they are channels will be pulled down and moulded into something that is similar to strings on a puppet. Yes I agree that some supervision is needed and a person/people to be there when the channel has questions or has concerns. However I do feel strongly about people being moulded through egotism and insecurity. I have seen some beautiful people being pulled down and then leaving through such behaviour. Again my brother said to me *any true light worker does not need to be moulded and supervised* True and wise words spoken there.
So for any of you there are channels then follow your heart and let yourself be guided by your intuition and your angels, rather listen to those who you feel u can trust and who will guide you. Then you will grow and become a beautiful flower standing tall.
Common Sense
Here are a few pointers on when not to channel healing:
RE: Listening to the soul ? Or the ego ?
The pipe is your body; the water is your emotions, and energy system, the block being ego and restrictions. The more clear the pipe is and the plumbing, with regular check ups, the better and the smoother the water will flow with fewer impurities. Makes sense dont it, so I tell you to look at yourself as that pipe and see if there are any blocks in that system., if there is acknowledge it and see what the lesson it is teaching you, then move on from it. Source will then be able to pour more divine energy through you, as well as wisdom, for you then be able to be who you truly are.
Then you will notice how you are not affected by those who live by their fear of moving forward, only to be able to guide and offer advice to them, is that not what light working and being in touch with ourselves is all about?
This so speaks to me at the moment. I am attempting to overcome my fear of speaking up. As any who have read my posts are well aware, I am not a person of few words but I have a great fear of speaking up. I have a great fear that people will take me as arrgant and preachy and that I think I have all the answers when I know that what I might be able to share is such a small part of what there is to learn. And so, I shut off the faucet. I had barely allowed the line to be open for the past five years trying to be what others wanted me to be. I am so much in danger of loosing myself that I have manifested terminal lung disease. I asked my guides what is it that I need to learn. They responded with that I understand the mind/body connection and the emotional/body connection but that I do not get the Spirit/body connection. I know it and can feel it but I shut down when I try to live it. Intellectually, I see myself as a spiritual being in a human body but that still donotes that there is a division there and I need to allow the spirit to integrate with my body. I cannot explain because I do not understand. I can open the pipe and allow spirit to flow through and I can shut it back down. I cannot seperate from it as it always calls and I open up for a while and allow it to flow through. I am stuck. I do not see myself as growing and moving forward. I know I am at a door but I am frozen as I do not know what lies behind the door and am fearful to open it. I appear as one with advice when in reality, I am the one who is so fearful that I cannot even find the words to form the questions to get the advice and guidance that I am searching for. I have once more opened to the source but somehow instead of allowing it to just flow through me this time I need to learn how to partake from the well also.
RE: Listening to the soul ? Or the ego ?
Dear child of light ( painter)
Why be in fear when all around you there is help and guidance freely given. This is your biggest challenge,but also your biggest spiritual lesson. When communicatiing with honesty and with love then that is what counts. When people reflect that you are arogant and *preachy* then it is them who are this, NOT YOU. The fact that you have acknowledged that you are frightened is a big step forward as you have admitted it here infront of us all, thats one huge obstacle overcome.:)
Now I am being told to tell you
Wear turquoise and shades of blue
Crystals-smokey quarts , rose quartz, fluorite, sun stone, hematite.
Wear these at the upper half of your body, and if u r in need of knowing how to treat crystals then go to the crystal section
Alos work on your chakras, I am being told you need to infuse them with light and ask everything that is dislodged to be transmuted to love and light. After this focus on your upper chakras, with their designated colour.
Do this as often as you can and please take your time I know it will help you greatly
Love and Blessings
Ithar:D
RE: Listening to the soul ? Or the ego ?
I was very into color in the 1980s when I was a hairdresser, another life. Using my experience as a painter, I really disected the idea and found some amazing observations. And Blue is a natural color for me, Periwinkle in particular. I have very little of this in my wardrobe but have decided that we are painting the family room that color when it is finished. I have intentionally stayed away from blue for some very personal reasons. Now I know that I need to heal those reasons. I will be closet cleaning immediately. Smokey quartz is my birthstone and is acoss the wheel from blue! I am thinking that the guides, yours and mine are letting me know that what I observed about our personal coloring may be applied to psychic understanding. I am going to have to explore this as the energy running through my head is explosive at the moment. We developed our analysis program about 2 years before it became popular. I would talk my clients into hairstyles that would become popular. That was why they liked me, as if I knew beforehand. LOL. That was the first manifestation of my abilities, I just was not aware at the time. This is the first idea that I have had that "rocks my soul" in about 10 years. My guides have been at me about using forums for the past 3 years and my experiences have been "ok" but I knew I still was not where they wanted me to be. The morning I found this list, they had a big heart to heart with me and said I just needed to give in and listen to them for a change! Gee, I hate it when they are so right.
RE: Listening to the soul ? Or the ego ?
Just dropping in my ha'porth, perhaps rather late on...
Rumi, how's it going?
My feeling - which is in keeping with Sunanda's and others - is that by stepping out of the volley of negativity with your sister you may be doing a favour to you both. It may well be that your soul contract was to spend some but not all of your lives in close contact. It may be that learning to let go is one of your life lessons. It may well be that your sister's view on things spiritual can only open up when she feels she is finding these things for herself.
So if your body says it's right to step back, then don't do guilt! Our bodies are often useful messengers, and Spirit would not be so unkind as to send us misleading ones. The 'maxims about blood and water' sound more like a mental judgement than anything of personal relevance.
I also loved reading about the flowers. I hope a time comes when you feel it's right to send them!
love and light
BV
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