RE: Sense of Loss

Dear Talisman

I dreamt that my Mum (who actually died at the end of 1999) was still alive.

R: Well she is showing you that she is still here and very active in her work on the planet.

had bought some kind of train which was lying in an old railway siding of some sort.

R: The train in my dream book says it forecasts an unexpected hitch or delay in your plans and it asks that I refer to travel and as your train was travelling; A sudden and substantial increase in your status and/or income is forecast in a dream travelling for pleasure. Other travel dreams must be interpreted by reference to the cause, means, and other details of the dream.

R: So let us see mother represents the divine feminine, the train was moving in a particular direction of creating a community. But first there will be a delay and when the sudden success comes (could this be your book? I ask myself) you are asked to share your rewards by creating the community or coming together with others to build an eco village maybe?

She converted this train into some kind of communal living place, where self help gurus and the type would come and live us for a while and do lectures, workshops etc, actually living on board the train with the rest of our family (me, Mum, and my older sister Linda).

R: Yes your retreat will provide all of this and much more one big happy family.

Don't laugh, but Sharon and Dennis from EastEnders were also living there with us (the characters, not the actor/actress).

R: Famous people could be involved in this venture with their origns from the East End of London these people may not necessary be actors but they have an important role to play and could be well known in their own field.

Mum decided anyway to turn the carriages into some sort of dormatories, where we would all live and sleep together, with single beds pushed up against the walls of the old carriages. She also had a new kitchen installed, complete with granite work tops from Magnet, where i used to work (I was actually working there at the time of her death which was quite spooky). I remember feeling upset at this, and telling her she was silly yo have done this behind my back, as I could have got her a large discount.

R: Sounds like divine mother is in control here so it will happen, impressive energies are working behind the scenes to make this possible. Your choice will be to align your will with GOD's will. The kitchen was modern and this predicts good news and happy social events in this new home.

The over riding feeling of the whole dream though was a sense of loss at having to share, and give up my own personal space and sense of freedom that comes from having that space.

R: Well the words, loss, empty and numb are clear signs that some soul retrieval needs to be done, the fact that it was connected to sharing makes me feel this is past life, maybe you lost your home in a past life, for sure there is some healing to do here. OK one can have personal space within group space just like one can have an individual soul journey amongst universal consciousness so it is a matter of perception and creating a reality that is essential for you and your souls growth.

Freedom is a state of mind not a condition of being.

I have always been the type of person that needs lots of time on my own in order to function properly, and get very ratty and irritated without this.

R: OK so this is part of the healing process see above.

It is easy for a monk to be enlightened when he lives in seclusion
not so easy when one lives in a world of chaos
so who is more enlightened the monk in seclusion
or

the person that can stay in their heart centre, peaceful and contented
in the real world?

Talisman I feel that this is a profound dream with an important mission, I would now ask spirit to give you more proof of their intent and divine plan.

being love

kim xx

RE: Sense of Loss

Thank you Kim, very interesting and a lot to take on board. I will have to think about this carefully. The Eastend connection was interesting, as my Mum was born in Dalston, not far from Hackney.

June

RE: Sense of Loss

May i just add if you dont mind, i just feel that mum going on the jorney with you and their are many past memory comming to light and are you taking a orangey or browny skull with you? A most injoyable time to come no worries just relax. Dennis and sharon represent actors........so you will unmask something of great intrest......The true person's behind the masks.
Hope it makes sence to you.
only take what feels right to you.
love and blessings
lightwinds xxxx

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Perhaps then it is something to do with the trip to Egypt, unmasking things. The orange/brown skull could be one of two different ones that I have, neither of which though have asked to come with me. I do though have a blue/green skull who will be coming and has come forward with some very interesting information this past week.

June

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Yes i felt it had something to do with your trip and if you have any link or investigation to the young king TuT.
Well have a great time June love to here about your trip when you come back. (I feel the colours meant Tigerseye)
love and blessings
lightwinds xxx

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I don't have a tigers eye skull, but could take some small tumbles with me maybe. It is interrsting that you mention King Tut though Wendy, as one of the channellings indicated that I may have been married to him....

June

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Hmm I cant help to say but i just feel their such a strong link... i had a past life in Eygpt myself and i found the whole story to be true i met a man who also new he was their its a long story, but all about a blue healing stone that was stolen it had been place in a temple but was not from this earth and people still search for this today.(sounds crazy i know....but i believe it as i was there).
June yes it would be good to take some Tigereye with you as you enter the energy of the king as you sept back in time.
love and blessings
lightwinds xxx
Wendy

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Yesterday I had a treatment from a friend who does cranial sacral therapy, and she also receommended tigers eye for grounding, so thought I would let you know that I went out and bought 2 bracelets, one for each ankle. my feet then should hopefully stay firmly on the ground, even if the rest of me doesn't.

June

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Hi june, im glad you got them and had some confirmation, not long now and i guess you be flying high soon;)
love and blessings
lightwinds xxx
Wendy

RE: Sense of Loss

I am off tomorrow at 3.55pm, with the road works around that area and the saturday traffic this will mean leaving home around 12.30 to be on the safe side. I would rtaher get there early after all, as I can always just potter aorund and get something to eat once I am. Don't arrive until 11pm Cairo time, and then up early again to see the pyramids. Everything is packed now except vitamins and a few toiletrires - can't wait to get there.

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June