Recurring element of levitation

Dreams have been important to me as far back as I can recall. Having an overactive imagination as a child my dreams would be even more real sometimes than the waking world.

Im curious to hear other peoples thoughts on a recurring element in my dreams from between the ages of 7 and 17.

Very often in umerous dreams with numerous scapes at various points in those above stated years... I would have a dream where basically I was living my life as it would normally seem to be here. Walking down a street. Brushing my teeth, things like that. However it was instinctive for me in the dream to levitatethings with some kind of spiritual and kinetic force.

Whenever I needed some object I would merely hold out my hand and feel a pulling magnetism and the object would hover over to me. It felt like second nature.

Sometimes the dreams would be so deep and vivid that I could still feel the pulling sensation when I woke up and I would try to levitate a book or a pencil nearby to see if it still worked but it never did.

I always felt very sad when Id wake up from these dreams because I got intense personal satisfaction from being able to do this as Im sure most people would. Its like the ultimate remote control.

A few similar dreams would come after these later on where I was searching for something in the dreams and never found it until the last moment. The thing I would search for can only be explained as intangible but I could grasp onto it with my hands in the dream. The feeling would be so strong that as Im waking up I can feel the intangible thing in my real hand for almost ten minutes after realizing I was on my bed but it would slowly fade into oblivion the more I came to.

I mentioned those dreams because the same sadness would wash over me when I woke up to realize I dont really have anything in my hand. Once I thought that I was just trying to balance my spiritual powers with my earthly life and its as if I was trying to drag the two worlds together by holding so tightly to that intangible thing.

One more mention about the levitating though. When I was about 4 or 5 years old my mother started toread me bedtime stories that were adapted from the bible and she would tell me about prayer and such. Well one night after one of these conversations, before going to bed I looked over my bunk bed when I was on top and I saw the storybook on the floor and I prayed to god that I have the power to levitate the book into my hands.

I knew that it was an odd request to give to a god but I remain certain that the desire to have the power was not entirely egotistical.

Any thoughts on these matters from anyone ?