I know that most here are deeply spiritual, but do you ever feel like you're truely alone? I have an amazing partner and an amazing family, so am very lucky with my support network. I feel like I'm really on my own at the moment. I'm 15 weeks pregnant, but I had a late miscarriage last year at this time, so am very scared. Yesterday I received an email from my landlord telling me that she's selling the house out from under us. I don't blame her for selling, its her house to do with what she chooses, but it seems that it couldn't have come at a worse time. I believe that spirit is around me, but I feel for some reason that I need confirmation, then maybe I wouldn't feel so alone. I suppose I just need reassurance.
Sorry for whining, I just needed to get it off my chest.
Hester
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Hi hester[sm=wave.gif]
Just read your posting and can understand why you are feeling scared and uncertain....it sometimes feels as if everything is happening at once. Just when life seems to be plodding along nicely, something "upsets the apple cart" as the old saying goes.
Try and keep positive and think of events in life happening for a reason. I now try and look at obstacles as being a challenge, a change in direction sometimes even. You are growing into a stronger Soul due to these things. It could be the time is right to change addresses and that you'll be happier in a new location, even if you can't see it now. We had something happen in our family about 4 months ago which shocked us and was out of the blue (and 2 Tarot readings I'd had done not long before suggested something was going to suddenly happen, but would be for the best in the long run.) We had to look to another direction and adapt. And yes, things ARE better in lots of ways for us (not financially, but in every other sense.) Hope you see what I'm trying to say....
Congratulations on your pregnancy too.;)All these hormones rushing about will also be making you feel all kinds of emotions just now. It doesn't mean there will be any threat to your baby this time round due to what, sadly, happened before. Try and keep strong, look after yourself, get your check ups etc. Take one day at a time. At least you have a loving partner and family for support, which I know you appreciate.:)
So please don't feel "alone" because there's plenty of people around to help you from different perspectives. We here on HP can give you words of support. [sm=grouphug.gif] You are in my thoughts. Just try not to let any negative doubts get the better of you.
You are welcome to PM me if ever you feel the need.
Sending[sm=love-smiley-009.gif][sm=nature-smiley-008.gif][sm=love-smiley-009.gif]to you and baby, also your loving supportive family
Love, Crystal Spirit XXX
RE: On your own
Hi there
Today I have been sitting reading Diana Cooper - A Little Light On The Spritual Laws.
I think that it could clear things up for you. I am a novice so I am not going to try to explain her writings but I know that she says that emotions like fear etc block our channels to the universe.
Please pick this book up I am sure that it will shine a light on your doubts and I feel so uplifted when I read it.
Don't feel lonely we are here. Try going on to the Healing and Prayers forum and state your unhappiness the lovely people there will send you Reiki and Love and Light and Prayers - this could help lift your spirits.
I wish I could give you a big hug right now (I don't think I should hug the computer - my husband will definately finally certify me mad). But I am sending good wishes to you.
Lots of love
TRACY
RE: On your own
Thank you Tracey, and hugs to you also from us all. Also to Hester & Crystal Spirit.
Love Gillyxxx
RE: On your own
Hi Hester
I would love to say every thing is going to be all right
As I see it will be and send love for in my knowing has to be your knowing
For you not to worry
All things change and in change new experience happen
In that we can let our emotions run the way see events or we can just walk in it
New places bring new energies and ways of being and new adventures
And the babies time was not to be now but will come when the time right
Enjoy all the new experiences
With love