Hi Angelflower
Dont despair. Are you talking to you health visitor. If not, I think you really should try to be express how you feel to her. Explaining how you really, really feel.
It is hard at the best of times when you are let down by people. But when you are feeling depressed. It just feels ten times worse. You are also working. So I can imagine you are finding it extremely hard going at the moment.Finding life very difficult.
I know its hard but try to find time for yourself. Even if its just half an hour or so.
Can you not tell your family how you feel. They might be able to help you. You do need help and support at this time. Please, please ask for help.
Sending you a big big hug.
Sunrise:)
Sendin you loads of love and healing. I hope you start to feel more positive soon and that things improve for you.
Hello Angelflower,
How are you feeling hun? I had severe post natal depression/acute anxiety after my second son due to complications in pregnancy that required bedrest (too much time to think and worry), and it lasted 18 months but I am fully well and over it now. If there's anything I can do to help you then please ask, I have lots of resources/self-help stuff that I will gladly pass your way.
Sending you a huge hug, and bucket loads of strength.
xxxxxxx
Had a Bad week really,
I have developed such a scaty brain and bad luck.
On Friday I ran out of petrol at a main road on a traffic light, so I had to push the car with my son inside to a side road [ i really wanted to cry and scream but tried to control myself] I then got a parking ticket because the car was 1 cm on a yellow
I walked home in the rain rang a Taxi to take me to my baby massage class- I should of cancled the class but i did not want to let them down.
Life is really hard i seem to have hit a wall and fell so tierd and forgetfull and angry at everyone.
I have been going to Amatsu and taking tp5 a nutural anti depresent.
My husband wants me to get help, I am but I am still feeling ****.
I have decided to not doing the baby massage for a white till i fell better even though i feel a failure, I know i am not i tried but it causing me more worry that i don't need.
If anyone has any information for my husband to read he really thinks i am not getting help and ruining our marriage.
what i need is some healing and clarity right now please help ?
Sending lots of love and healing energies your way angel. Hang in there. It is a very rough time. If what you are taking isn't helping then it might be an idea to seek some help. Maybe your health visitor,or doctor would be able to provide some information for your husband.
Take care honey
Blessings
Hayley x