Am I ignoring the inevitable

RE: Am I ignoring the inevitable

and thinks that once the teachings are turned on you cannot turn them off.

Funny thing is thats true. Its the natural flow of your emotions to become committed to a greater purpose than yourself. To believe in something, despite what those beliefs are is a contract signed in blood to put it bluntly.

Ly De Angeles, an occult writer on witchcraft says in the front of her book theory and practice; "Once initiation has occured there is no turning back- you will quest all your life, it is not a thing to do thoughtlessly"