Hello Flit. I've only just logged back onto this site after a difficult week (family problems etc) & found your kind remarks on my panic thread. It's high time I thanked you! Your posts always seem 100% sincere & heartfelt, so your words of support & love mean a lot.
Other problems & worries have kicked in after I recovered from my dear, wonderful Dad's anniversary ...
But it helps to realise that instead of grieving his loss, I must hold him in my heart forever, with all his wisdom, education, depth, fun & love, and learn from him always. Keep him, not let myself lose him!
I love reading your posts & will look out for more as I browse what I've missed on this site.
Btw, I was dismayed to find it impossible to pm you. Are you aware of this? I tried to ... lots to share.
How are you? I envy you living & walking in the beautiful Lake district. One day I'll visit it. Hope life is going well & you are enjoying all this gorgeous sunshine & the burgeoning spring flowers!
Brightest blessings! Love, Starshower. x
Starshower thank you. Thank you so so much.
Hugs for you...in thanks for reaching out to me...
Yes, I had disabled the pm...and had been thinking recently about putting it back on...
do you know why I disabled it?
Because, some time ago, I decided to try to be brave enough to try to share what I really think about some things and I didn't want to get shouted at.
But, I did think about how in doing so, it had the potential to also stop the interaction of those that might try to reach me like you just have.
Just thank you!
I've only just logged back onto this site after a difficult week
I don't know how much this may help... but...
At times it seems difficult here too.
But, I am trusting in the evolving, in the Love within, and the eternal hope that is somehow present.
And.....I so love reading your posts.
They inspire me and I am awed at this... you are so so right....
I must hold him in my heart forever, with all his wisdom, education, depth, fun & love, and learn from him always. Keep him, not let myself lose him!
Thank you for your reaching, thank you for your sharing, your caring and thank you for you!
PS... edit...
I love reading your posts & will look out for more
Starshower, I haven't been able to write much recently... it feels like I had forgotten how to feel, how to write and how to share,.... but just oh, thank you... for your reaching out...