my journey

mentalistical · 2011-08-16T13:20:14Z

Hi, today I had reiki which turned into something like past life work as my master needed to do something with what came up.I would like to continue this thread as a documentation of my journey as I am doing reiki 1 on Thursday but for now I'd like to describe what happened today :) She began the session and said my headwas charged with power, she put her hand on the leftsideof my forehead and asked me if I got headaches 'just here' which I do. Then she went down to my throat which became tight. (I keep alot of emotion inside and when I feel the urge to cry it really gets stuck there and hurts so much). She said if Iwantedto make any noise I could and it began with squeezed out tears and then something like amoan or grunt and this became quite regular. She said she was moving from the reiki for a moment and asked me what was happening, who isdoingsomething to me. At first nothing came butthenI saw aman in a kind of black loose fitting robe with long sleeves. She asked me what he was doing and I said hurting my throat. She asked what with and I replied his hands. She asked me who I was and I wasn't me I was a ladywith long flowing raggy dark hair in a beige smock kind of dress. She continuedto ask what was happening and to gowith what happened next - the man kept his hands around her neck until sheslowly died and fell to the floor. me - as the soul went above the body and watched people come over, touching, kneeling by the woman. They didn't take her anywhere but stayed around her. I was then guided to lay her to restin the way I thought was fitting, so I saw her buried with a stone to mark her grave. I was then guided to the place where souls go and asked if I wanted to meet theman who did it. I said yes and asked the question 'why?'. He looked angry and pointed, but not in anger to just past my left shoulder, behind me, but there was noone I could see. He said he had to do it. I was asked if there was anything I wanted to tell him and said 'You didnt have to be so violent.' Iwas then askedif there was anything her sould wanted me to take from this and I was told over and over 'forgive'. She then continuued with the reiki and and spent a long time on my second chakra. She said it was shaking, blocked. My left arm began to go numb and she asked me to put it over my heart centre and tofeel love for myself. She saidI had been really hurt and asked who hadhurt me, my feminine, so much. I said it wasmy ex best friend. We parted ways nearly a year ago and the process of the friendship breaking was like grieving for me. I couldnt escape seeing her and every time it hurt so much. She asked if it was sexual, mental or emotional absue and I replied emotional. She workedhard tohelp my feminine return and asked me to visalise a beautiful place and me laying on the ground feeling the feminine energy and the male from the sun as she held my head and base of my back. I found connecting with the earth so very difficult. Afterwards we spoke and she picked out a pack ofcards 'crone cards' I think they were called and she asked me what my wisdom shows and I picked a card. this card had a set of phrases regarding loving yourself, remembering you are beautiful, to stay healthy, sensual and juicy, take a husband a lover and love yourself. This card was so pertinent, when she askedme to read it out the final line about being beautiful choked me to say it. We spoke a little more and I came to the realisation that I don't think my ex friend was the focus ofthe imbalance with the feminine. My mother has made comments about my size for years. Not big ones, but they still cut and even when I am trying to improve my health she says unknind things. so we now think that some of this blockage has come from my mother. This experience has been the most intriguing I have ever had. I very much look forward to doing reiki one with her and think I have a huge amount to learn about myself through it. I am prepared for the release of dreadful things that I have soaked up for years and believe that now is the time for me to start this journey and look forward to the future. Maybe shedding some of these burdens I have been carrying. intreseting session huh? :rolleyes:

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Posted : 27/07/2013 10:49 pm

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Agh, here I return...an update

I'm a reiki master now and I run a monthly energy share in South London. I've registered my business OneLove Energy Healing and am building a client base.

I run workshops on power animals, shamanic circles and a women's circle. I also run children's meditation groups.

I am trained in reiki, reiki drum, Reikara, Hopi ear candles, Indian head massage, animal reiki, crystal healing, tarot cards and lots of other things.

How life can change in a few years!!! I'd have never said the day before my reiki 1 this is what my life would be like! I'm grateful for every day, every new experience.

Namaste

Posted : 18/05/2014 1:09 pm

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I've just retread all my previous posts. What a learning curve you go through eh?

If I could tell my self something a few years ago it would be to trust, let intuition be your guide and go with the flow!!!!

Posted : 18/05/2014 1:20 pm

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