RE: Lovely friends,
Thank you for your very kind thoughts, love and prayers, I knew that you were thinking of us and that really really helped me get through a sad day[sm=grouphug.gif]
I must tell you that I found white feathers in abundance all day, by my coffee cup, bathroom sink, where I sit on the settee, on the roof of the car.[sm=FIFangel.gif]
As I was falling asleep last night lots of tiny fire fly twinkling lights swirling about.[sm=1kis.gif]
When I first saw my neice when she first went to hospital and everyone was talking of miracle cures and things, I had a vision of her dying and being lifted out of the bed in an awkard way by someone in white, I assumed must be a Doctor, of course I kept my mouth shut and try to keep that awful vision out ofmy head tillon the way up I told my sister and described the pj's she had on in my vision. She had the pj's on yesterday and on leaving I told her sister and she had said she had seentheir mother's spirit had come 3 times and tried to lift akwardly out of the bed but the girl recoiled and came back not wanting to go. [sm=hug.gif]
I felt bad about sharing my manic insane sadness withyouyesterday, because everyone has enormously sad things happening to them at some time in their life, while Im sorry that I postedmy heart ache, Im so grateful for the kindness and love I received[sm=grouphug.gif]
Much love to you
Lorrayne xxx
RE: Lovely friends,
That is how i felt about my current post, but would like to say to you that you shouldn't feel sorry for posting your heartache - that is what we are here for.
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Continuing to send love and support to your niece, you and all your family.
Love to u,
Twink x[sm=hug.gif]
RE: Lovely friends,
It must be very hard to see this happening, knowing where she will be going andknowingshewill not be alone will help you, just being there will help her in her transition to the other side as here spirit will feel the love vibration , my daughter=in-law has just lost her cousin wednesday night from cancerand it very emtional to see family in pain at loseing someone, so you keep talking here as and when you feel.
We here for you [sm=hug.gif][sm=love-smiley-009.gif]
love and blessings
lightwinds
Wendy xxxx
RE: Lovely friends,
I'm truly sorry to know of the pain involved for everyone...........sending as much positivity as I can at this difficult time.
Love, light and blessings,
Guin x
RE: Lovely friends,
Thank you for your very kind thoughts, its so heartwarming and really does lift my spirits that people care so much[sm=grouphug.gif]I didnt mention how the other day went when we visited.
The drive went well till we picked a tent peg and miles of canvas ribbon had to have tire replaced luckily had not got out of town.
We were absoloutley shocked at her appearence and had to hold our gasps on the 17th March, she came for a family party, beautiful, bouncing with life and happiness, inlove and keen to introduce him to all the family, she had had a very unhappy marriage, and everyone was delighted she had met a great guy that made her and her children happy.
A few days later very poorly and a couple a weeks later told she had a cancer that only shows itself in its final stages and very quickly secondary cancers appeared.
I cant imagine for a minute her horror, terror.
Everything possible was done specialists from all over, promises to try everything poss, even the imposs..................all hopeless, she was always too poorly to undergo any special treatments.[&o]
She was in denial completely refused to talk about her children, which she decided should not see her again, as she was trying to protect them.
Her sister and friends camping out by her bedside.
She asked me for Reiki, which I did, but was scared I would make anything worse for her, I just prayed that she would get what she needed and the others in the room would benifit from excess.
She asked for reflexology which I was glad I could do for her, couldnt stop kissing her. (not my normal routine, I assure you:)) she kept telling me she loved me and it was lovely. Her humour still greatly apparent as I was telling all the different bits, she was smiling. Dont know where my humour came from as my heart was in my boots!
At the end of the visit I asked her sister to please let her children have the choiceof seeing their mummy, not to exclude them. they are age 10 and 12.
She decided that was the right thing to do and they were given the choice and came the next day.
Very emotional and upsettingfor everyone but still a amazingly beautiful experience, her sister said, so they are visitng every day now.
Her ravaged body no longer wants her, her beautiful soul needs to fly, but she wont let go.[sm=FIFangel.gif]
Thank you again for reading and giving me strength
Much love
Lorrayne xxxxx[sm=grouphug.gif]