Lovely friends,

You were all so kind to send my family healing and prayers for my young niece who isin the terminal last stage of cancer.
Im going to visit her today, its an eight hour round trip, my heart is pounding, and Im so frightened of this visit, because I feel so helpless, although she knows there is no hope she has no beliefs in the afterlife even though she has seen evidence of Angels herself in past traumatic closefamily passings. Im hoping that sherecieves signs so she can let go. Its like death by a thousand cuts for her.
She cant let go because of her young children, two sweet angels themselves. She and her ex husband have both painfully decided she will not see them again as she does not want them to see her in this awful state. Yet she is in a sort of denial to I suspose try and protect her beloved sister who wont leave her bedside.
I am asking for strength so that i can help in some way, to put some gentle imput so she can admit to everyone she is going to die, I am sure it would be a weight off her shoulders, to accept and allow the honesty and love to flow, or perhaps the strength to do nothing, and fall in to her pretense if it helps her feel comfort, you can understand my fear of upsetting her in any way.
Normally intuitive, my mind is in utter turmoil, and I feel as if my brain has gone to sleep wrapped in cotton wool and I cant wake it up.
I have seen the deaths of my father, mother, sister and other members of my family, so no stranger to sorrow, just lacking wisdomin this horrific situation.
Please think of us
Much love my friends
Lorrayne x