(((((((((((big hugs to Fairytrish, Aaron and Sam))))))))))) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I lost my dad in August 2006 and my partner died in October 2010. Both missed and loved very much. Chrsitmas is hard, but especially the first year, the first everythings, Birthdays, Anniversaries....sadly missed but never forgotten
Tony
I am gong to be in Essex visiting the woodland burial place where my husband is buried beneath a beautiful tree.
The girls and I can't believe it will be a year tomorrow that you left us so suddenly. We miss you every day but I can feel you around me and we have spoken in dreams. We love you very much.
xxx
He left this world in October 2010 and today you would have been 47 (the first christmas has been and now its the first birthday, then in October the first anniversary..firsts are always hard).I was remembering back to last year when I had problems juggling with the chocolate rugby ball on your birthday cake I made especially for you, as you were a great fan of the England Rugby team, which then made me think back to that freezing cold day we spent watching England beat Argentina in the rugby at Twickenham & we couldn't have been any closer to the action as we had front row seats. Today gave me time to reflect on things, to add some more flower seeds to the pot that you gave me that has a wonderful array of pansies in and just generally to reflect.
My first day, my first year.
My first birthday, my first Christmas.
My first step, my first day at school.
My first daughter, my first son.
With you.
The first month, the first year.
The first Mothers Day, the first birthday.
The first summer, the first winter.
The first Christmas, the first New Year.
Without you.
It has been a month since you left us and there have been so many times I have thought, 'I must remember to tell Mam about that.' or 'I wonder what Mam is doing right now.' I hope you are sitting in a beautiful garden in the sun with your Mam and Dad and your sisters and your grandchildren. Miss you Mam xxxxxxxx