Hello everyone,
I would be most grateful if anyone would like to send some prayers/healing to family issues I have with that I simply cannot recover from, no matter how hard I try, and Time, in this case, doesn't seem to be a great healer.
For a long time, in a very animalistic way (picking on the injured and vulnerable) my family (all of them) treated me soooo badly whilst I was severely down - that I just cannot get over it. I *cannot beleive* how they treated me, it is constantly on my mind and just recently these issues have been exhausting me in every way. To be honest it's like the family I had previous this poor treatment (it really was poor treatment, I'm not being a victim) all died.
That thought of "if anything bad ever happens I can always turn to my family" - well that's gone because I know I can't turn to them - that statement is true - I repeat, I'm not being a victim.
Thanks in advance;)
Hi printemps
I sympathise with your situation as have had similar treatment from my In-Laws. The thing is if you keep picking at like a scab it in your mind it just gives the situation more energy and makes you feel even lower. You now have the knowledge that you can only depend on yourself and that's a start. Keep your energy for yourself so you will have the reserves for other trying times in your life. Believe it or not you will start to feel stronger. If you can, send them love. Look for the lesson to be learned from this situation and then let it go.
Sending you lots of love and healing Reiki energy to your situation.
Take care
Love and light
reikiangel
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Hi printemps,
After reading your post, I felt compelled to reply, as I am in a similar situation at the moment too.
In my experience, I find it extremely difficult to 'get over' what has happened as I find an injustice has been served on me, and then I sit back and question the whole situation.
In doing this, I have found that even though I am deeply upset by all of what has happened, it has needed to to make me stronger.
I know, what a load of codswallop!! But, I feel for the first time I really see things for what they were, and not what I always wanted to see.
As painful as this experience is AND IT HAS BEEN AND IS SOOOO PAINFUL, I am learning, and I know soon this will be over, as I hope the lesson I am being taught, will be done. PLEASE GOD!!!:(
I hope that you can find some comfort in all this pain and upset you feel, and believe that soon, you will be ok.
Unfortunately, when we least expect things like this to happen to us, they do and it's for a reason, a bigger picture, we just cannot see yet.
(I keep telling myself this by the way!!:D)
Sending you lots of love and healing prayers, take care.
MoonWillow.xx
Hi everyone,
Thanks so much for your healing and advice, it is really appreciated and means such a lot;)
The thing is if you keep picking at like a scab it in your mind it just gives the situation more energy and makes you feel even lower. You now have the knowledge that you can only depend on yourself and that's a start. Keep your energy for yourself so you will have the reserves for other trying times in your life.
I know that you're right reikiangel, but it has been hard not to pick at it like a scab just because it has be just so unbeleivable to me that it's been hard not to. But, you know what, I think I beleive you. It saddens me that people find it so diificult to treat each other well. But, thanks again reikiangel for your supporive word and reiki 🙂 . And I hope the situation with your in-laws doesn't (or hasn't) get to you 😉
In my experience, I find it extremely difficult to 'get over' what has happened as I find an injustice has been served on me, and then I sit back and question the whole situation.
Sorry to hear about your similar situation MoonWillow, I know what you mean about feeling an injustice has been served and that really plagues me too. I really want to pull them up on their ways and just get them to be honest and admit what they have done is not on, but they're not interested (shocking:() - it's not like I want to blame anyone or anything, but they are/were (?) my family and what is the point of spending time with people if they won't speak openly and honestly - you may as well be in a room full of zombies oherwise :(. Thanks once again MoonWillow for your healing and supporting words - I am wishing for both youself and reikiangel, that your kindness comes bach to you tenfold ;).
I'm feeling better already 😉 :).
Much LOVE and many THANKS,
printemps
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:hug: Hey Printemps.
Healing and Positive thoughts coming your way.
Namaste