I have been popping in and out of here all day today, as it was the first week of my new hours at work, going back to 4 days a week, instead of 5. Most of you will probably know about the trials and tribulations I have been experiencing these last few months, primarily (or so it seemed) connected to work. This morning then, I had a reading booked to try and get some answers and find out what it has all been about. It seems then that this is not really to do with work at all, but rather all about me, as a soul, not being fully present in the body, and projecting that out, so that I am not being truly seen and acknowledged.
When I thought about this it does actually make sense, as I often felt as if there is a part of me that does not wish to be here. These past few months then have been all about getting me to acknowledge that, ground fully into the body, and really feel present here in the physical. Once I start to do that, and acknowledge that, then the rest will automatically fall into place.
It is not quite the answer I was expecting but certainly makes sense. Today then marks a turning point for me. I have spent the last 8 years helping Coran with his stuff, now it is my turn to deal with mine. I get the feeling it could be quite an interesting journey.
June
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Good luck 🙂
Out of interest, which book have you been reading? It sounds like one of Caroline Myss' books.
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Good luck in your journeying, June.
Love,
Patsy.
xxxxxx
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June
This resonates: time indeed to think of yourself. I have had a similar sort of revelation concerning my relationship with my son. ie that maybe the best way to help him is to help myself first. I do wish you all the very best in this journey. What will be will be.
Much love
Sunanda xxx
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I think possibly you misunderstood Darren, as when I said I had a reading I did not mean that I had been reading a book, rather that I had a reading as in guidance from spirit.
I think that this year has been a testing time for many of us to be honest, as there are others I know at my Church who have also been going through very similar stuff. It seems to be about acknowledging the importance of self for many people at the moment. Going back to 4 days a week then will hopefully then give me the time to put myself first for a change, and spend time doing what I want to do, rather than working for someone else. Am off to Lundy again in 2 1/2 weeks time, so I should get all the time and space I need there, as it is totally distraction free.
June