Learning about my inner Angels

Hello,
I had a devastating experience a year ago. This led to me having a broken heart. I mean really broken.

This experience was amazing and nothing like I have ever experienced before….or since.

I couldn't remember the date but somehow a series of events sent a message to the inside of my head and I realise that this experience happened exactly 1 year ago (almost to the day).

On that day (very recently ) I was in a bookshop at Oxford circus reading a book by Theolyn Cortnes called living with Angels. Within this book it appears that she and other people have had these experiences that are like nothing they have experienced before.

I am not religious. I’m a kind of Agnostic liberal who lives a humdrum pretty lonely life. I think I’m pretty run of the mill really.

So a year ago when going through this devastating experience I spoke to a spiritualist (by mobile phone) about my broken heart and how to resolve it. During the day I had the following experiences:

* A tap on the shoulder and a very clear vision with physical input. Along with the feeling of joy that is impossible to achieve in the human realm. It was Joy multiplied by 1 billion. I was an emotion, which is impossible to define- whilst at work.
* The urge to kneel and mediate as soon as I got home. My arm was being pulled to get me to kneel.
* By 10:30 at night even though I was on my sofa I was floating in the purest form of love and actually giggling with delight. The TV was on and also the sitting room light.
* By 12:30 at night in bed and in a trance like state a great pulse of very warm light (an orb) was coming towards my face.

In a kind of panic I asked the spiritualist if he sent the message to me and he said no. He would never send unsolicited messages to people. I believe him.

He did however, tell me that I need to accept my spirituality and learn to become a healer, medium or clairvoyant – yikes!!

So back to now…. Today. One year later I read this book about Angels and it seems I had an experience with a Seraphim. Was I led to this book? I don’t normally read books about Angels. In fact this is not a subject matter I would normally consider. To be honest I never think about these beings. How curious this is.

So I'm feeling brave enough to start to learn more about this and spoke to a gentleman who advertises on the internet about running Angels workshops and readings.

He has offered to channel or communicate with the Angels for me. He feels I should not attend a workshop because I still have not resolved my connection to the divine realm. I have not sorted out how to deal with my burgeoning spirituality.

The thing is that I'm still a bit jittery about all of this. I need to feel safe and rooted to earth so I asked him if I could bring a family member with me to wait for me whilst the reading took place. He sounded put out by that. I also asked if he was registered with the NFSH or other recognised associations and he said he was not because he is not a healer is a channeler. Is there any difference between the two? Surly ultimately they both heal the heart, sole or physical self. He said that his clients always feel very intuitive about him so use him even though he is not registered to any regulatory body.

Because I believe this journey is very serious I feel like I need to work with someone whom I can trust. And I think trust comes from doing all those earthly things to make people feel at ease.

Please can you comment on this situation? In other words should I just see anyone about trying to start my journey or look for someone who is a registered practitioner?