Hi, I'm 32 years old and for all the years i can remember i've always had really vivid and often amusing dreams. It's been suggested on a few occassions that i really ought to write these down and learn to interpret them myself ... but usually i just think they're too weird and beyond interpretation !
Last week i had a dream that i cannot forget, it's really freaking me out and i really don't know what to make of it. I've never previously had thought or dreams about homosexual sex acts or about murder and to have a dream that combined these is feels quite bizarre.
Whilst dreaming it felt like i was watching a tv show or film - somehow i was removed from actually being there while the scene was played out. There were 2 guys having quite rough anal sex, i'm not entirely sure the 'receiver' was fully concenting either. During this act the guy on top started getting very aggressive and pushed the other guy to the floor and was extremely rough with him kicking him whilst making him lye on his stomach with his foot placed firmly on his neck to keep him down.The agressive guy then took 3 little balls (something like ping pong balls) and put them into the other guys mouth, he wanted to gag him and make it difficult for him to breath. So this guy is lying on the floor, struggling to breath because of these balls in his mouth and he's obviously panicing ... the agressive guy comes over and places 2 tiny pieces of paper folded up into triangular shapes on the floor very close to the other guys nostrils ... he knows that because the man is struggling to breathe through his mouth he will have to breathe through his nose and as he's panicing he will be taking deep breathes and will eventually suck the pieces of paper into his nostrils and restrict his breathing further. So this guy is lying there, really struggling to breathe as he has balls in his mouth and paper up his nose ... then the agressive guy picks him up by the feet and pushes him along the ground and uses him to vacum up all this power type mess on his floor ... he finds that because he has restricted his breathing so much that he has quite a strong breath intake through his nose and is really good for clearing the mess on the floor. Eventually there's so much powder , as well as the paper and the balls restricting this guys airways he cannot fight it any longer and .... i wake at this point just when he's about to die.
This dream was about 5 days ago and although as 'mad' as most of my dreams this one's really freaking me out ... any ideas at all ???
Any thoughts are much appreciated. Thanks in advance.
MissX
RE: Where do i start trying to work this out
HI Miss X
from my experience the best way to look at dreams - is to interpret what the symbols in the dream means for you - if you write down all of the info in the dream and then ask yourself what each of the words are a symbol of - let me know how you go 😉
RE: Where do i start trying to work this out
Hi MissX
There are a couple of things I have triedto interpret symbolically in this dream. One isthat you were witnessing a 'murder'. This couldindicate deep-seated anger towards someone in your waking life (the 'victim' may represent aspects of yourself that you would like to eliminate).The triangles symbolise aspirations, potential and truth, spiritual awakening, or could indicate there isa love triangle that you are aware of in your waking life. The 'aggressor' was using the other man to vacuum the mess up and this could indicate that there either is something in waking life that needs to be cleared up or that you may be experiencing a void in your life, perhaps feeling a bit empty at the present time.
Hope this helps.
Sandra
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RE: Where do i start trying to work this out
Thank you both for your help with this, it's good to know how i can start looking at the symbolic meanings indreams myself, and also it was quite inspirational to find that someone else could find some meaning in that mad dream. I've pm'ed you both, but just wanted to say thanks again.
Missx
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