Upsetting Dreams

Hi all...

I am going to share this with you because it might help me to get it off my chest!
First of all you need to know my nan died of cancer in 1982 and my dad died of a heart attack in 2003.

My dreams are often of them, either both, or one of them. Each and everytime the dreams are very weird. My nan is always ill, or dying in them. It really upsets me obviously. My grandad also passed away many years later than she did and sometimes he is the dreams too but not himself... sometimes he is ill too.

Dreams of my father always seem to revolve around him when he was alive and his drinking. He drank a lot and would get bad tempered with it, my dreams usually reflect this. I also have dreams where he comes back... we all thought he had died but he returns to us. Another strange dream I have is that he left my mom for another woman! And we all thought he had died.

I wish I could stop having these awful dreams! Sometimes I am afraid to go to sleep.

I've even got two dreamcatchers above the bed now in the hope that they will help.

Anyway, I needed to share, any comments or suggestions... please go ahead!