before going to bed last night, I asked my angels to send me an insightful dream about my life purpose... Not sure if it would work, because I haven’t remembered my dreams for weeks:
but I woke suddenly frightened to death at 5.00am this morning after a dream...I was trying to get to the centre of a pub/cafe style garden, there were pub benches and not many people around. although I remember seeing a small group of people in the middle. and one of those was my mum laughing with all the other people. So I was trying to get into the group, but the edge of the area was scattered bushes, and a few more benches, However these were all connected by spiders webs, with spiders in each web, and I specifically remember that the spiders were black and orange, rather like tigers colourings. I wouldn’t break the webs, 1st because it was the spiders home, and 2nd because I didn’t want the spiders to get me...very scared of them.
so I got part of a bench and finally plucked up the courage to break one of the webs, but it wouldn’t break completely, and the spider crawled into the next web, I could see my mum sat there laughing completely oblivious to what was going on, the one of my friends came over to see me, he broke one of their webs for me, then started to chase me with the spiders... he was chasing me, and laughing really hard at me, I was screaming at him, "Don’t Jason, I am really scared, I swear to god I will have a panic attack" which I didn’t,
But then he dropped the spider, and it started running really fast, he started screaming like a girl, and I was screaming too, then the spider just ran off course to another web, and I woke up....
I didn’t kill any of them.
I don’t know if this makes any difference but a couple of days ago I put a Fluorite wand under my pillow...
Sorry to ramble, I just had to get it out, been up since 5
RE: strange dream part 1...
Hi there Tina, you poor thing....you seemed so very scared in your dream and it's obviously affected you deeply. I'm not a trained person in these kinds of things but have life experience so I hope my thoughts help you....even if in a tiny weeny way.
Are you worried about your mum at all? Perhaps the web represents your need to try and help her with something but are unable to because of ......something? (whether it be your own life constraints, or your deeper understanding that in the long-term it's your mother's journey) You appear to be an observer. Perhaps that's where you are supposed to be right now, just watching over your mum?
Your compassion for not breaking the web because it was the spiders home shows you have a caring side to your nature and respect, though there is a fear at upsetting them in case they come after you. Again these may be signs of your feelings towards your mum and a reflection of your relationship with each other? She features heavily in your dream. Your friend laughing and chasing after you with the spiders may be showing that your friends perhaps don't understand your deep, deep fear and upset over something which the spider represents and your sheer fear of having a panic attack and that out of control feeling. Or it could be that your friends are trying to help you to not be so scared and that it's ok, the spiders won't get you? Him screaming like a girl may be your impression of yourself being reflected in him screaming back at you? Do you doubt your abilities or your own strength?
I always say never be frightened of dreams as I feel they are the answers that your conscious mind seeks. The sub-conscious mind during sleep allows the answers (which usually we already know) come towards us.
Anyway, love & smilies to you and don't eat cheese before bedtime!
Puss
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RE: strange dream part 1...
Hello,
thanks for your thoughts.
1st i will say its really good.
2nd i will say, that about a year ago i decided to make contact with my mum, after a pretty rough childhood, me and my sister moved out when we were 14, and pretty much didnt speak to my mum ever again. I am fast approaching my 27th Birthday. and my first visit to her was 31st december last year, In this last year our relationship has gone from strength to strenght, even my sister has managed to put the past behind us and move on.
However my other sister lives quite a way from home and is constantly on my mums back with her 'problems' i was talking to all three of them last night on the computer instant messanging thing. I think that perhaps you are right, i am aware of how she is bringing my mum down, and i know that she probably cant cope with it. Perhaps this was playing on my mind.
Its also very obvious from the two dreams that being left out, and having people laugh at me is a big issue. I dont have these issues right now in my life. OK everyone does once in a while, but i can happily say that i am OK with this at the moment, but my sis who lives away from home, this is a massive issue for her. I wonder if i was taking on her feelings ??
And no cheese passes my lips... I love it tooooo much so.. i only treat myself Birthday and Christmas...;)
RE: strange dream part 1...
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RE: strange dream part 1...
Hi Puss,
I didnt get it yet, i am new to this site, so i dont know if it takes a while to feed through.
Not sure if my computer at home is working, it was playing up last night, so i will cross my fingers and hope so.
thanks for your messages...[sm=1kis.gif]