I am at a old university the sun is shining the grass is perfect too perfect.
I am told there is a part going in a play there and i may get the lead in it.
i go for any role but don't get the part after hanging on for ages preparing the lines and being aquainted with people i assume are nice. they are dressed richly in bright colours. apart from one in a pale pink silk...bridesmaid dress.
I feel sad i don't get the part..
i end up in the garden looking towards a fountain feling lost yet everywhere is sunny.
can anyone help I am having this over and over.
any ideas? please it's drving me up the wall. as it gives me hope then it's gone.
RE: repeating same dream
Hi Bluerain.
I feel that this dream is about past regrets, and is abouta 'part' of your life that you never got to 'play.'
You are at an old university where everything is perfect; but it is too perfect, and you never got the part.
Have you always felt thatyou have always been the bridesmaid, but never the Bride?
This 'part' of your 'old' life, I feel you are looking back on with too muchnostalgia, and seeing everything in a richness; maybe looking backwith rose-coloured glasses....and you 'assume' that all was nice.
This suggests that you don't reallyknow ifit was going to be nice or not.
You were also going, 'for any role.'
Have you felt that you haveneverfitted in properly?
This suggests that you will try to be 'anyone' to be accepted, whilst losing the 'real' you: the 'real part' of yourself.......and thisleaves you feeling sad as you look at a Fountain.
A Fountain cascades water. It is a waterfall in a way.
Water represents the emotions, and Bluerain!......your name here. Are you wanting, needing to cry...are you feeling blue because yourlife isflowing past you, because you are stuck in the past.........even though it is sunny out there...now?
The university is a place of learning and testing.......Bluerain, you can now learn what it is you feel youmissed out on......and that is to accept yourself and who you really are, and to start playing/being that part now, where you won't need tobe auditioned/tested by the judgements of others: andbe where you won't feel lost anymore........because it is verysunny in your owngarden Bluerain.
Blessings to you.