Hello all at HP,
Like most people I have had scary dreams in my life, some so horrible I've remembered them from 10 or 15 years ago but they were once a year or once every two years.
For the past two months I have had three or four a week and I am now scared of going to bed, I realise my fear could be feeding this situation and making it worse but I can't help it I am currently beside myself, I'm also tired all the time because I'm waking up too scared and upset to go back to sleep 2/3 times a night and when I do the nightmares come back.
If it helps anybody to advise me I will try to describe the two I remember.
The first is I am walking at a very fast pace up a steep hill near my house, I know it's the early hours of the morning it's deathly quiet, freezing cold and I am wearing my favourite blue winter house coat and slippers, all of a sudden a 'scally' type man or boy runs up behind me, I didn't hear him appraoch yet when he is very close to me I know for a fact he ran up to me at a speed which is not normal for a human being, I am scared then I look across the street and the same man is wearing womens clothes and saying my name over and over in a taunting way and laughing at me, I am terrified and then woke up.
All I remember from the second one is being sat with people who did not look quite human, chalk white faces, long hands and finger nails, males, long black cloaks with pointy hoods we were sat round a couldron or a fire then I woke up so scared I cried for an hour.
I don't understand why I should start getting 3/4 a week all of a sudden, as most of you dear HP'ers will know I have had quite a traumatic existence this time round but this time in my life is probably the only time I can say I am really happy, I have no major worries or concerns, I am a a bit at six's and seven's over weather or not I have done the right thing moving into the house I live in right now, I moved 3 weeks ago and I have taken on one hell of a project with it, it's a huge, Victorian monstrosity (just like the one I always wanted LOL) it needs tons of woek, tons of money and tons of TLC and all told it's going to take years but I welcome the challange so on the whole I am happy work is going well too and so is my up to recently turbulant relationship with my boyfriend, speaking of which he doesn't live here but spends maybe 3 nights out of 7 and I don't recall a scary dream when he is here I don't know if this holds any significance but that's why I chose to post on HP tonight because he's going away tomorrow for a week and I really am very scared.........if anyone could help I would be so grateful.
Love, Light and Blessings to you and yours.
Rebecca xxxxxx