I could remember in my dream that I and other people were moving, something to do with work and we had to pack out stuff. I packed my stuff, but the bags I had were so many smaller bags, and I found myself regretting that I didn't put them in one big bag so they would be easier to carry .. smaller bags and trying to gather them, slowly by slowly I was loosing them. I could remember deciding against taking Uniforms (for work) and someone asked me if I've packed my uniform for next day work, and I said I won't be wearing them. Then that's when I asked if it's compulsory, and it was. So my thought was getting my uniform, but felt really cluttered and worried about the smaller bags were just seemingly getting lost. I got frustrated and angry, felt the others were not helping me or carrying about helping me with the bags .. one time got so angry that i threw the clothes hanger at the ground. One of the lady, took my bags and disappeared, at first I felt that she must have felt sorry for me and was helping me. But at this point was feeling cluttered and worried that I must be missing some bags. Went to the hotel, that's where the lady was. She was working with clothes cleaning or something and behind the til. Went and asked her where my bags were, and then she gave me direction. Now in my head, I was wondering how come she can't show me physically where the bags were or bring it herself, I was being paranoid and thinking I must be cursed or she did witchcraft on me. I saw a crystal wand and grab it quick and started asking God to take everything that she put on me away, asked may "God will" .. the wand was like the shape of a big nail. And then started waving the wand at her (like exorcism) and that's when I took the wand and pierce through her like a nail .. it reminded me so much like crucificion .. only saw the body wasn't of real flesh or blood, but was made of ice. I guess I wanted to kill the "evilness" around me.
Any help with interpretating the dream would be appreciated. I'm just not sure whatthe last incident means. I thought the first bit represents me feeling lost and disempowered because I wasn't taking full responsibility of myself and wasn't doing my duties properly ..expectations on others tohelp with responsibilities is not going to help me, but rather confuse me more.The uniform seems to indicate the lack of order.
RE: Luggage
Hello Voodoogyal
Yes you seem to be correct on your first assumtions to the first bit, after reading your experiences i feel this maybe the case, however, I feel from the point of: talking about the lady at the hotelto expressing whereshe was made of ice etc...
This i feel goes to a deeper level , and i feel that you may know if i was to say that ,"there has been a betrayed confidence. Secrets that you have shared and finding that they had not remained secret ".
Natrually you look towards your divine help as you feel in order to want to rid your thoughts upon this situation.
from your assumtions....You had expressed a workplace uniform, feeling lost, and not taking full responsibility of yourself. !
also expressing expectations on others to help you...?,but yet you may have become confused as to how this has come about, could it be from your trust on someone being abused in some way?.Hence something said to others that you may have felt said in confidence.[sm=scratchchin.gif]
A uniform can also be a sign to go on the defence, abarrier against ones who have harmed , a comfort wanting to portray self empowerment,authority a sign to say to others, i am more powerful, you cannot affect me through this uniform, a form of self protection to warn off others.
Your description and emotions are felt within this area, ,hope this may help to understand this section.
Of course this is my view, a little description to ponder over maybe.
BLESSINGS
sacrel