Hi Lightwinds,
I had this dream not long ago, and would appreciate another view. Actually, I was meditating and went into a deep state, somewhat like a dream.
Dream>>> I found myself in a place surrounded by whiteness and clouds. as though standing on clouds up in the sky. When my grandfather Paul appeared. I went to him, hugged and kissed him told him I love him, then he guided me to his left, where my grandmother Amelia appeared, I hugged and kissed her told her I love her, looking at her confused, she guided me to her left, towards my Great grandfather Tom, at this point I was very surprised and emotional, I hugged and kissed him told him I love him, but he too, guided me to his left, and I found myself standing in front of an NA Indian woman, long black braids, smooth brown skin, very beautiful, but I didnt know who she was, for some reason, I went to her and kissed her throat, then I felt our heart chakras join so strongly that I could feel sweeps of love pouring thru my body, I began to cry, and I was thinking how much I love her, at this point my actual physical body was shaking tremendously with emotion, but I carried on with the dream/meditation, when I was about to ask her what her name was, when my Great grandfather Tom said, Asayna Otika. these words rang thru my head, but his lips did not move. as though he sent them to me telepathically. 'Asayna Otika' over and over in my head. Then they went.
I immediately wrote down these words, but I dont know what they mean. I assumed it was her name? I still feel it is. But who is she? Sometimes I feel it may be G.grandfather Toms mom. I dont know. But when I first got attuned for reiki, I had a lump stuck in my throat and my reiki master had to take it out, but for months after, my throat continued to feel as though someone was clutching my throat and choking. Over these months I continued to work on emotional stuff to try to clear this up. Now it is gone but Im am still left wondering who is this beautiful lady that I love so much. ????
Very interested in your views or anyone else's views. thanks.
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Hi Aquamarinewolf,
Are you aware of any NA connections/ancestries in your familly? What are your associations with NA Indians?
If you had a good realtionship with your grandfather, etc, I would say that the dream shows that you are still connected to them in spirit. If not, it coudl show that you are ready to release/forgive whatever was between you and ready to move on.
In your dream you fall in love with the Indian woman.I would see it as(re)connecting with whatever part of you that woman represents. Maybe you have at last really integrated/accepted what was causing the lump in your throat?
Since it is your dream, you are the only one who can really know what it means.
Artemis
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Hello Aaron, thankyou for sharing, just got back yesterday so Im catching up, will post my thoughts soon.
love and blessings
lightwinds
Wendy xx
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love and blessings
lightwinds
Wendy x