Hiya all!
I think Ive mentioned b4 that I never hav nice dreams about my hubby (even tho he is a wicked hubby and friend and is very laid back!).
I think Ive also mentioned that I have reoccuring dreams that we have either lost or just decided to leave our present home and are back in our horrible high rise flat (I hated it there and couldnt wait to get out).
Well, the other night I had a dream that we were back in the flat because we had a billl and my hubby just said he was sick of the bills and we sold our house and were back in the grotty flat:(
I eventually took my daughter and we moved back into my moms house with my mom. I remember thinking 'oh it wont be so bad, at least my dads not there! (he has recently left my mom in real life).
Then last night/this morning I had the worst dream ever. we were back in the flat but Paul was planning to kill me.
He was very matter of fact about it and was watching the TV and said he was gonna do it when the programme had finished!
I know he had a knife and I felt very trapped!
I casually walked to the front door and legged it! I didnt takethe lift-I flew down the stairs and headed to my moms. when I was nearly there my daughter came running after me!
I hadnt even taken her but i dont remember feeling like she was in danger at the time...
when I got to my moms my dad was there and I told him everything and he went mad (deffo a dream!!) and said he was gonna kill him!!!
I was worried incase hubby killed my dad and didnt want him to go!
Then I must have woken up!
How strange! Anyone got any ideas what this represents???
I HATE dreaming about that flat. I have this feeling of such loss when I realise Im back there, and also frustration with Hubby that he is content to be there again......
Thanks
Tx
RE: Hubby wants to kill me
Hello Tx,your dream could b esaying you might be feeling abit insecure at the moment and you dad could have a part to play in this as stated from your dream (he left your mum for real).
The flat could represent a part of yourself that you dont like and wish you could let it go but you can never seem to get to the bottom of the problem (lift) and tend to runaway from it.
It could be time to face your fears and begin the real life journey by realeasing (healing).
Dont cut yourself any deeper wounds, you can change the flat nightmare next time by loving what you hate and the nightmare will go.
only take what feels right to you.
love and blessings
lightwinds
Wendy
RE: Hubby wants to kill me
pm'ed ya hun!
Tx