disturbing

hi all...i wasnt going to share but i keep thinking of it ,the images in my head so i thought i would and it might help.
i dreamt i was in a communal shower,but it wasnt me i was watching.then the person was attacked by multiple males,i didnt see this just the after effects,not crying or anything just determined to get out as there were more men coming.Climbed onto the window sill but there was only a tiny ledge and the next window up was too far away.Was about 15 storys up.The only way to escape was to jump towards the trees and hope to catch onto the branches or certain death.(as i am writing this i remember a dream from a couple of years ago where i was being chased by the devil and i had to jump off a castle into trees to escape!.......this also played on my mind a while)

the girl jumped (me) and then continued life shopping etc but then i relayed the story this time saying i had to jump with my baby wrapped in a sheet...........
i cant quite see straight to work it out.x