Hi Everyone
I had a disturbing dream about a month ago. I am usually pretty good at interpreting them myself, but this one seems beyond me. If anyone has any ideas I would sure appreciate them. It was very vivid so I am pretty sure there is something there that I am just missing.
I am in a basement, the floor and 3 walls are cement, and painted a medium shade of gray. Directly across from me is the 4th wall, and it is filled with wooden shelves, all of which are empty. Strung across the middle of the room is a wire about 5 feet off the ground. There is nothing else in the room. I dont get a sense of being physicallyin the room, I get a sense of watching/looking at the room from the top corner observing I guess. All of a sudden my ex-husband comes out from one corner and takes a run at this wire. When he dives over it he lands headfirst onto the cement. I knew this was going to happen and had put out my hand to tell him not to do it, but he either couldnt see or hear me, or didnt care. Next I was looking down on him, there was no blood or anything, but I knew he was unconscious, then in a blink I was up on the main floor telling his mother (she is deceased) that I needed to call emergency, I was not feeling any panic, or really any emotion at all, just a matter of fact feeling of having to call emergency. That was the end of it.
I dont hold any resentment or anything towards my ex, we don't communicate or see each other and haven't for about 2.5 years now, and Iam quite confused about what any of this could mean.
Thanks for any ideas anyone can give me.
Michele
RE: A Distrubing Ex-Husband dream
hi, i have a feeling about this but i wonder about a few things first if you dont mind me asking, can I ask why did you split up? did he look after you when you were together?
RE: A Distrubing Ex-Husband dream
Hi La Titi,
We split for a few reasons, once we got married everything changed. He quit working 2 weeks after we were married and only worked once in awhile after that, so I was the sole earner in the household for the most part. He told me that since we were married it was ok for him to stay home. He then got addicted to chat rooms and spent hours and hours on the computer, then I found out he was seeing someone else. He didnt seem to want to work things out, and that is when I was done, so to speak. We stayed together for 5 years married, but were together for quite a few before that not sure how many. It cost me a lot of money to get out of that one... 🙂
At first I held a lot of resentment and such, but once I started on my journey, I realized I had allowed this to happen and I could learn from the entire experience. At that time I was able to be thankful that he was a good teacher.
We have chatted since our split, but not for about 2.5 years, I think when he discovered I had changed, and didn't hold any ill feelings against him (he was sorry and all that after we split, but for me it was done) I think we both knew we never had anything to learn from each other anymore.
I guess that is why I am confused about the dream.
Have a good day
.:)
Michele
RE: A Distrubing Ex-Husband dream
do you think that maybe you tried to protect him in the past you felt kind of a responsibility for him and it became an ongoing question on you, those ones that we just do it and dont think about it. maybe you didnt really love him as a husband, but things were happenning like mechanic. maybe he is still in your subconscious and you dont feel anything towards him but every once in a while you think about what would be about his life now?maybe you would like to know if anyone is looking after him?
i dont know for sure but those ideas came into my head...would it fit?
take care