Dear lovely HP-ers,
I've been struggling through the worst 4 months of my life, and have just lately come to understand that much of my woe ( - and believe me, I've been sick and depressed to the point of suicidal - ) has been because of residual energies or elementals in this house I moved to at the beginning of December. Everything has gone wrong here - boiler died, piano ruined on delivery, garage roof leaking and rotting, conservatory terminally damaged by wind, homophobic harrassment delivered to my door, stones thrown in the middle of the night... But above all, a paralysing depression which has seen me incapable of keeping things together, with my home life descending into squalor, chaos and despair.
But tonight I felt a great sense of love and possiblity, of choice to change and heal this place, where domestic violence in the past has left yucky remnants in the fabric. I did have a blessing ceremony on arrival which felt really important, but now I understand that there are many layers to remove and far more work to do, whether I decide to stay here or go.
I feel rather silly, because I was warned very explicitly of exactly this by darling Songstress when I showed her the property details, the day I placed my offer on the house. But somehow in the fog and inertia of depression I gradually forgot.
I shall do all I can to set to clearing, cleansing and blessing this place; but I am very depleted and vulnerable right now, so I am calling on HP-ers to help with distant healing, prayers and blessings on this house and also for me, so that I can recover the strength necessary to put my affairs in order and reclaim some power of choice over my life!
Whatever you can do to help will be hugely appreciated - this whole street is in a pretty sad way energetically, and I'd really like this house to become a beacon and an influence for the good. Thank you in advance, kind and lovely people!
Love and light
BigVoice xxxx
RE: SOS please for my home and sanity!
My dear Patrick
I had no idea all this was happening to you!!! I'm horrified and only too glad to offer whatever help and support I can. I'm sure you are well aware of the various methods available to you for 'space clearing' but I would like to recommend Karen Kingston's little book 'Creating sacred space with feng shui'. The method she specifies (and I did a weekend workshop with her a few years ago) is virtually a Hindu puja for the whole house (appartment), involving flowers, incense, water, salt plus hand clapping and bell ringing and should help to shift some at least of the bad vibes you have encountered.
I just hate to think of you going through all this bad stuff - but at the same time can't help but think that you will arise from it all like the phoenix from the ashes - stronger and more beautiful than ever!!!
Please let me know if there is anything I can do. PM me if you like. I'm always here for you. Good luck. Chin up. Here we go......
Much love
Sunanda xxxx
RE: SOS please for my home and sanity!
i was just passing through before shutting down for the night and came across your post, iam sorry to read that you are being challenged to the utmost and i will send an abundance of healing/protecting bubbles your way.[sm=hug.gif]
warm wishes- calla lily x
RE: SOS please for my home and sanity!
Dear Patrick,
I too am just off to bed, but how special to hear from you again! The 23rd and 91st Psalms immediately came to mind. And this little poem by a special author is perfect to:
Home
Home is the consciousness of good
That holds us in its wide embrace;
The steady light that comforts us
In every path our footsteps trace.
Our Father's house has many rooms,
And each with peace and love imbued;
No child can ever stray beyond
The compass of infinitude.
Home is the Father's sweet "Well done,"
God's daily, hourly gift of grace.
We go to meet our brother's need,
And find our home in every place.
Rosemary Cobham
Your desire to bless your neighbourhood echoes the last sentence of the poem and shows the blessings that will come from it. You already have all the power and strength of the divine image and likeness - and it's infinite!
And then, two articles on spiritualising our concept of home - both well worth reading and praying with.
Always at home
http://tinyurl.com/2zrczn
'In my Fathers house'what home means to me
http://tinyurl.com/2enh57
You are safe, you are held in that wide emprace of good.
With love,
Judy
RE: SOS please for my home and sanity!
Oh dear, what a horrible time you have been going through! Sending you, your house, situation and street lots of love and POSITIVE Reiki energy to help clear all the negativity that has accumulated.
Good luck!
Love and light
reikiangel
xxx