I'd like to make a request please

In the hope that people might understand, i could do with some prayers please and if anybody would like to i'd be so utterly grateful. Things aren't going my way at the moment and i feel like i'm fighting against a tidal wave. I have to look for a place to live as well as look after my children who are 3 and nearly 2 and also study and practice my massage as well which i'm finding really hard to do at the moment and now i've got a stinking cold and feel rubbish because i've gotta be out of this place by the second week of june and because i don't earn a proper wage yet and i'm in receipt of certain benefits i'm tarred with the useless druggy no hoper waste of space brush and now i'm letting it get to me.

I'm not a religious person by my day to day nature but i do have my beliefs and i've been praying so hard to try and change the things that are happening but it doesn't seem to be working for me and now i'm beginning to lose sight of the new beginning we shall have and how it will be for the better when we do move.

I've asked so many people to help me out whilst i'm doing all of this and i'm being let down so much its again starting to become the norm and i'm frustrated that i've let myself down by letting people let me down like this.

I suppose i'm asking for just somebody or anyone to help me heal this hole that is growing and maybe regain my wholeness back again somehow. Thankyou for reading. Much love to you all.

Clare x