I was going to make a post here to ask for your positive thoughts and healing and have pottered round in the forum quite a few times over the past couple of days but never posted. I was just about to now, but again, something didn't feel quite right.
I haven't been too bad recently- granted, my life has been changing around me too fast for me to keep up so I've felt unsettled and at times unbalanced... but I've had some really humbling spiritual experiences recently and felt like the void inside me has been filled through those few meaningful interactions with God/Spirit/Source/Truth/All That There Is or whatever you want to call it. Although I've been letting my Ego take over recently and giving into it's material urges for short-term satisfaction, I feel the urge to continue these things has faded, even though I'm still doing them (out of habit.) I feel like the sense of love, both for myself and the force of Love in the universe has been growing, expanding to fill the gaps within me and becoming stronger and stronger untilI feel (like I'm feeling right this minute) a sense that it's now become so fulfilling, so great that if I just ook that last leap of faith, I could be free of all the negative patterns and behaviours I've created for myself....forever. I think what I'm trying to say is that I've found my connection with God and I'm feeling more loved, more loving, more inspired, morewonder-full than ever before and it's so strong that it's become more fulfilling than anything I could ever consume or ingest on the physical plane:D
So, my point is, I want everyone here to feel this sense of Love and sense the inherent perfectionthat resideswithin each of you. You're all beautiful and here to express wonderful things here on the Earth plane in your own special and unique ways. Quite literallywe're all bringers of light, here to express the boundless, limitless force of love and peace of Source here on earth.
So on that note, allow yourself to contemplate yourself as an 'angel' just for one minute and rejoyce in what ever you've come here to earth to express!
It's my wishto send the healing energies of love and to waken themwithin everyone that is currently on this planet, whatever their purpose and situation. Healing to everyone who is currently struggling in life, whether with relationships, career, jobs, change, transition, self hatred, addiction, depression, illness, lack of direction, etc. Each and every person is special and here for a very important reason, even if that purpose isn't clear to you now or has become obscuredorburied by your pain and sorrow.
Love to everyone, and the strongest healing energies being sent out to all those in need right now.
You are seen
You are known
You are loved.
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PS- Seeming as I'm right on the verge of taking that last leap of faith, I'd urge anyone reading to do the same!
"Come to the edge," He said.
They said, "We are afraid."
"Come to the edge," He said.
They came. He pushed them...and they flew.
- Guillaume Apollinaire
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Azalia - sometimes you astound me, your energy, your words, thankyou for sharing.. I'm taking these words to bed with me tonight, inspirational. Thankyou for your generosity.
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[sm=hug.gif]*squeezes tightly*
Thanks Justine! I'm still feeling high as a kite on this thing they call Love!!![8D]It's all come in a huge burst of inspiration, the way everything has flowed out of me... I don't think those words are really mine though- they're just an expression of something greater that I'm connected to at the moment.
Sending love out into the world!
(((Azalia)))
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Dearest Azalia,
I've quietly watched you grow and grow spiritually over the years and I just want you to know how proud I am of you. Proud that you have changed from "I want" to "I want to give".
Your wonderful discovery of divine Love just reminds me of this wonderful story of how when we are a transparancy for Truth (when we keep the window of our consciounsess clear) Love can just shine through us:
The year was 1897. An American mother was preparing to travel up to a special gathering with her two children. The little girl had a nasty boil on her head and was very fretful. Her hair had to be cut away before she allowed her mother to comb the rest. When they arrived, they listened to a speech given by their hostess, Mary Baker Eddy. Afterwards, she greeted her guests on the porch and the children went up first. Here is what the mother wrote:
"I wish I could make the world know what I saw when Mrs Eddy looked at those children. it was a revelation to me. I saw for the first time the real Mother-Love, and I knew I did not have it. I had a strange, agonised sense of being absolutely cut off from the children. it is impossible to put into words what the uncovering of my own lack of real Mother-Love meant to me.
As I turned in the procession and walked toward the line of trees in the front of the yard, there was a bird sitting on the limb of a tree, and I saw the same love, poured out on that bird that I had seen flow from Mrs Eddy to my children. I looked down at the grass and the flowers and there was the same Love resting on them. it is difficult for me to put into words what I saw. This Love was everywhere, like the light, but it was divine, not mere human affection.
I looked at the people milling around on the lawn and I saw it poured out on them. I thought of the various discords . and I saw, for the first time, the absolute unreality of everything but this infinite Love. It was not only everywhere present, like the light, but it was an intelligent presence that spoke to me, and I found myself weeping as I walked back and forth under the trees and saying out loud, "Why have I never known you before? Why have I not known you always?"
I dont know how long it was until my boy came to me and said, "Come, mother, they are going home." I got into the carriage and drove back to the hotel, but that same conscious intelligence and Love were everywhere. It rested upon everything my thoughts rested upon."
When we got back to the hotel, there was no boil on my childs head. it was just as flat as the back of her hand " (12 Years with Mary Baker Eddy. I.C. Tomlinson)
To me, the mothering qualities of God are the clearest and nearest!
Hugs,
Judy
PS I'll PM you tonight