RE: I need all the help I can get x
Thank you everyone, its great to get some support, its like food for my soul.
Healistic, I have thought of this, and asked him this and he said he is scared, but also that he just doesn't want a baby right now. He is not happy about it. I asked if it was me, and he couldnt answer that. He is angry with himself for the way he has reacted. I must point out he is a deep thinker (and a great man is all ways.)
I thought we were madly in love still, I know I have been a little down following the m/c but I have been quite positive too. He was amazing through these tough times.
The thought of loosing him makes me feel physically sick, but maybe I am too needy at the moment? I have my own business and self sufficient in most ways, out with the girls and going to the gym etc... But I know I am hyper sensitive right now. Im scared of pushing him away, so am currently knee deep in Louise L Hay affirmations to try and remain positive about everything.
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RE: I need all the help I can get x
Hi angelcakes, congratulations on your news, after suffering the loss in your 1st pregnancy....
Sending love and healing to you both and hope you find the srength to ride the rollercoaster of emotions....may" LOVE " guide you through this special time.
Much Love
Oakapple xx
RE: I need all the help I can get x
I'm sorry to read about your earlier miscarriage. You both are still getting over your loss so it has probably come as a shock but you have reacted in different ways to it. Is there someone your partner trusts who he can talk to about his feelings? He might need to get clear in his own mind how he feels about the new baby before he can be happy.
Sending you both lots of love and hoping everything sorts itself out.
Love and light
reikiangel
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RE: I need all the help I can get x
I'm so sorry angelcakes to know of your earlier loss and your present worries. I hope all will be better for you both soon. I don't think you're being too needy as we all need security and reassurance at these times. I also wish you well with this pregnancy..........
Wishing you both love, healing, positivity and calm at this time........
Love, light and blessings,
Guin x
RE: I need all the help I can get x
Thought I would update you lovely people.
I have now been told by the hospital I am not pregnant at all!! My hormones are still high from the last pregnancy as they did not take all of the sac away when I had a D&C.
What a nightmare this has all been, but I feel relieved really as when I do have a baby, I want everyone concerned to be happy about it. I feel like I have a second chance to do a bit more living before settling down for babies.
Thank you all for supporting me yesterday, I certainly needed it, and it has helped.
Lots of love and light to you all xxx