My girlfriend is going through a hard time right now and i'm sure some healing and prayers sent her way would help her a lot.
She hates her job, she has no money and I fear she's letting it all get too much for her. She hasn't had an easy life and in her early teens she battled with depression, self-harming and an eating disorder. I also know that she had thoughts of suicide in the past.
Yet despite all this she is a wonderful, warm and caring person who carries light on her shoulders where ever she goes. People warm to her quicker than I have ever seen anyone make friends. She has an amazing quality to her that I can't quite describe and yet she herself cannot see the light that shines from within her. She has grew a lot since I met her, and she tells me that I have made her stronger than she has ever been before, she has certainly grown into a stonger woman and I am so proud of her for that. Yet somehow something always manages to crawl out from somewhere inside her and gnaw away at her self belief. She is only 21 and she scared me the other by by stating that she does not think she will ever achieve any of her dreams and that she belives she will only ever be destined to "get by" in life. I know she has it in her to do anything she desires.
I am doing all I can to support her and help her to find her own strength but I know that there is only so much I can do. She has been becoming increasingly sad, lonely and is pushing me away to spend more and more time on her own.
I dont want her light to fade, she amazes me every single day and I love her very much.
Please send some healing to her to help lift her from this gloom from her and to help her find her own strength so she can grow. It would be the saddest thing in the world for me to watch her fade away 🙁
Her name is Anita. Here is a pic of me with her -
Nice pic. 🙂
Reiki on it way Dean to yourself and Anita.
Love and Reiki Hugs
Lovely piccie! I am sending positive, uplifting and encouraging thoughts, love and light J
Hey Dean
I think you make a lovely couple and it's great that she has your strength and support. You know, 'getting by' is a pretty good thing to do. If we can get by without hurting others or ourselves, nothing wrong with it. It's when we yearn for our dreams and the universe has other plans that we feel disheartened and cheated. As you say, Anita is still young - and I can remember going through huge glooms. Especially at this very dismal time of year. It's important, I feel, that you and she spend time out in nature. Why don't you make sure you together watch for signs of Spring springing. Hope this doesn't sound too simplistic but it would take her mind off herself.
Anyway, sending loving and healing thoughts to both of you. Good luck.
Lots of love
Sunanda xxx
Sending love and healing her way - I hope things improve for her soon. Sending you love and support too.