Hello Angelcakes,
'Home' is HP too, with all your 'family' here to help you in any way we can. Your heart will feel as if you have had a bereavement as it was entwined with your boyfriend's energy for all that time so treat yourself gently. Love yourself and when you feel down or angry (or even happy on some days! ) come here.
Sending you big Reiki hugs to help at this time of change.
Love and light
reikiangel
xxx
Have sent u you some healing and I got a vision of someone sitting crosslegged sewing!
Amethystfairy:)
Thank you guys, I feel like i've been run over by a bus today, no energy and crying all the time.
I have a puppy called Molly Moo who I took for a walk so at least I had some fresh air. I just so wish I'd been different and he loved me more (he is a lovely, kind person) which makes it harder as I miss him so bad.
Wish something could take this pain away, I am not selfish enough to do anything silly but I wish I wasn't here, feeling this pain. I am lost and tired, but cannot find peace anywhere. I cant turn my mind off this turmoil.
I feel so low, I wish I could fast forward to the happier days xxxx
Hi there Angelcakes,
Sorry to read about your difficult day. As painful as it was it will get better but it is still too raw for you at the moment. It is easy to look back and only 'see' the good things in a relationship but maybe it would put things into perspective if you also remember the reasons why you are no longer together.
I left the marital home 18 months ago after 30 years of marriage and it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Looking back and only remembering the good things will make you feel bad so it is wise to balance this with the not so good times too.
Be kind to yourself, as I said in a previous post, you are grieving. This will not be an easy time for you but hopefully lessons will be learnt from it and you will become a stronger person because of it.
Sending you a big Reiki hug
Love and light
reikiangel
xxx
Love and Healing being sent to you Angelcakes.....and positive vibes. Try to enjoy your weekend.