Hi All
I wanted to put in a request for healing cause I feel like I'm at my wits end.
My parents are getting divorced and my dad is living with me and my baby daughter in my one bedroom flat. I never really liked living with my dad when I lived with them so its not particularly easy for me on a normal day. However, now that he's in my space, as opposed to me being in his, its driving me crazy! I feel he has no respect for me, my home & belongings or how I raise my daughter. My home is decorated cream and my rug & carpet are now a dingy brown/grey. My cream sofas have food staines on them. He doesn't pick up rubbish etc. I really wish the mess was from my daughter but its not. Its from him. I now know why my parents home was had a dark decoration to it. I feel old. I feel like the life is being sucked right out of me, like he is taking all my energy with his moany negative persona. Nothing is ever his fault or responsibility.
It really feels like this will never end.
Any help to see me through would be greatly appreciated
RE: healing & prayers request for myself
You have all my sympathy-I'm sorry you feel so stifled and unhappy in your own home................
Sending all love and positivity and hoping all will work out best for you very soon.
Love, light and blessings,
Guin x
RE: healing & prayers request for myself
Sending you lots of positive Reiki energy to give you the strength to see you through this time. Have you thought about protecting your own energy against it being sucked out of you by your father's negativity?
Easiest way is to visualize yourself surrounded by a bright light (it can be any colour that you like). See yourself in an egg-shaped 'bubble' that completely covers you from under your feetto above the crown of your head. This will stop anyone from leeching the energy out of you BUT you can send energy through the 'bubble' if you wish to. Hope that helps!
Love and light
reikiangel
xxx
ps
Has your father been to the Dr's? He may be suffering with depression which would account for his behaviour?. Just a thought.
RE: healing & prayers request for myself
He is very obstinate and old fashioned (76yrs) doesn't believe in things like depression.
thanks for your healing
RE: healing & prayers request for myself
Sending you Love and Light and energy adjustment for both of you
Love