Am I coping? I ask myself this each day, I wake up crying and still I need prayer.
How do I get over the pain and the hurt, I have started talking to my daughter on the telephone, but all I seem to do is cry.
I no longer want to mingle with people, and seem safe by myself.
Am I going mad..
How do I cope one more day, how do I cope one more way??
(this is part of I need prayers)
I am lost and I can't stop hurting inside. Yet I don't want others to see this.
How do I cope. I have tried to talk about what happened, but it is not helping I feel like a fool for crying. But how do I cope..
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RE: A follow up to "I need Prayer"
Hi queenfe
So sorry to hear you are feeling so bad and that you are not coping well at this present time. First of all, I am sending you a big huge hug, then some Reiki bubbles to help you.
It is good to cry, to release your pain. Then, tell your inner self that you are going to get over what is bothering you. Ask for help from your angels who are watching over you andit will surely come to you.
I am sure you will get lots of support from the wonderful 'angels' here on HP and I do hope you will feel much better soon.
With sincere wishes
Moonfairy
x
RE: A follow up to "I need Prayer"
Dear queenfe,
I'm so sorry to read how you are feeling at the moment. Do you think it could be a delayed reaction to the shock of what happened with your daughter's partner? It sounds almost like post traumatic stress where you feel you have lost control and do not feel safe. Did you get any 'outside' help over that incident (apart from on HP)?
It feels that all that you held dear re family ties etc has been pulled from beneath you and you could be 'mourning' your relationship with your daughter as you feel she has 'abandoned' you for her partner. Do you feel betrayed by your own flesh and blood? I may be totally out of line here and I apologise if that is the case. It's just something that came to me when I read your post.
Did you not mention somewhere else that you and your husband had new jobs that you were really happy about? Would focussing your energy on those help to lessen how desperate you feel at the moment?
I am truly sorry to see how upset you are and send you a BIG Reiki hug and lots of healing energy to help you through this awful time.
Love and light
reikiangel
xxx
RE: A follow up to "I need Prayer"
I'm so sorry queenfe to read how you are feeling.................so very sorry.
Sending you love, healing, hope and positivity-and big hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love, light and blessings,
Guin x
RE: A follow up to "I need Prayer"
Thank you..
I need you to know that I have read the postings.. I will be writing here again.. just not right now.. thank you for the love and kindness. reikiangel you have not stepped out of line or crossed the line.. it seems my mood was totally understood by you therefor I thank you for your kindness.
thank you again... my mood is coming back to me..