Alright Children this one might be a tad lengthy so gather round the fire and grab some smores.
The first night I slept in this old house I grew up in after moving back from North carolina, I had a nightmare.
It went something like this- I was in the bedroom of a good friend of mine. There was a mormon looking evangelical with us. He didn't seem bothersome as some evangelicals do. . . he was actually informative and helpful. He and my friend were telling me a story about a sorcerer named Balaam. They went into great detail. They told me his name they told me he was responsible for the deaths of thousands of moabites and they even gave me a bible verse right in the dream. (Couldnt remember the verse they gave me when I woke up but I'll discuss that in a moment)
After they had told me all of this, a tall shadow had appeared in the room with us. It began flying around chasing us. My friend and the evangelical got turned around and it came after me. Something snapped inside of me...like a reflex I started flying up into the shadow pressing it towards the ceiling. The same moment I felt the reflex in my heart I remember the name "Zophiel" screaming from inside me but not in words, only in emotion.
When my fists hit the ceiling, my head fell lifeless to its side and I floated like a feather to the ground but my spirit had left my body and through the ceiling chasing the apparition. We fought and raced through the city until we ended up back in my friends room.
At which time the shadowy apparition was not any where to be seen. He appeared in the center of the room but this time as a muscular man with the head of a bull and the beak of an eagle. Raising his arms he conjured around us in a circle, seven shadowy spirits from hell. He then charged after me (I knew during the chase that this was balaam) he fell on top of me and we struggled against each other.
His hands were choking my throat. I didn't feel like I was about to lose the battle but I wasnt entirely winning at this juncture either. The tension woke me up and I found myself on the bed with the feeling of the hands still on me and they didn't drift off my neck for another minute.
Now I can tell the difference between a psychosamatic reaction in my body due to dreaming and the advent of actual physical contact. This was actual contact. I believe the demon was honestly choking me in my sleep.
Now I grew up in the church but I never recalled the story of balaam. In fact I almost didnt remember the name when I woke up and since I couldnt remember the bible verse they mentioned in the dream I had to grab a bible with a glossary and find me way around.
The verse I came upon from searching the name balaam (which I ironically knew how to spell from the dream) was the book of Numbers Chapters 20 through 24.
The summary of which was that The Moab king Balak, summoned balaam, a well known sorcerer, to aid him against Israel by placing a curse over it. Balaam requested that in order to curse Israel he would need 7 altars for 7 sacrifices all in a circle. (Note the seven demons from my dream encompassing balaam)
Before balaam had reached balak there was an issue of him debating with god in meditation about whether he go or stay and when God permitted him to go, the sorcerer and the Moab representatives were stopped in the middle of a road when balaams donkey wouldnt move forward but rather acted in fear. Balaam abused the donkey until he saw what the donkey saw, an angel in the road blocking them. The angel said "Ive come as a satan before you" and went on to warn balaam that he was only allowed to say what god commanded him to say from that point on.
So when he reached balak and attempted to curse Israel, God supposedly intervened and caused him to bless Israel, angering Balak to no end. He ended up blesing Israel numerous times before they gave up. Point is balaam told the king, in spite of god, how to use a cult to seduce the people of Israel in order to weaken them. When the cult had be
RE: A Nightmare Named Balaam. . .
Dearest Zophiel
Where to begin firstly we have to remember that all prophecy received comes through human consciousness including the great prophets of the bible. It is my experience that the supreme light of GOD would never ever ask anyone to kill/harm another creation for any reason whatsoever. It is after all against cosmic and natural law to do so.
Your experience was REAL and it feels like the combination of past life experience connected to your 'mysterious wound' and a build up of negative energy sent in your direction or attracted to your light.
'The more the shadows of darkness draw close to you the larger your Christ light becomes'
There are still a lot of dark entities on planet earth but I have it on good authority that they are now powerless, the vibration of the planet is so high now it is excrutiatingly powerful for them to stay. And they are glad when people experienced in this work help them to leave the planet.
If I may I will relate a couple of stories the first I asked about the wicked witches a few years ago and I was told that there is no such thing it is just a build of negative energy.
I once saw what one can only describe as the 'devil' with horns, tail and fire coming from its mouth and steam from its nostrils after I had got it to leave, I shouted what the FXXX was that!
My guides responded
A build up of negative energy sent in your direction.
So my feeling is that your soul does know the story of Balaam it is held in your consciousness from a past life and here is a mysterious wound that needs to be healed through soul retrieval.
Love beyond measure
kim xx
RE: A Nightmare Named Balaam. . .
ORIGINAL: Sacredstar
It is my experience that the supreme light of GOD would never ever ask anyone to kill/harm another creation for any reason whatsoever. It is after all against cosmic and natural law to do so.
Your experiences are valid because they are yours. However peoples experiences are all different. Now its been said many times before for quite a while throughout history that we are all just pieces of god, seperate of the whole. I personally believe that Jesus himself tried to convey that.
God as a whole is without harsh and wrath or anything that we feel down here. In seperations however God is the culmination of all things for that is the power of creation and thus the power of God ...why do you think all of this is here ? Why do you think there is negativity in the world ? God created it. He/she/it wanted to explore the vastness of itself and create something, anything.
Now before I venture off too far, God moves with us as we move with gods creation. Its a joint effort for the continuation of existence. Back during biblical times the mass of people had a much different viewpoint, therefor the "incarnation" of god as ideal, followed this with us. If the people were vengeful then so was god. God is merely trying all things and experiencing all things from the bottom to the top. We are coming closer to the top all the time but its all for the experience of it because God sees no difference between good and evil, God knows that both are necessary to be combined. Light as in supreme light is actually a culmination of the positive and negative, as for beauty also. When seperated good can seem rather hokey and bad can seem rather frightening but meld them together and you have the beauty of god. Boundless infinite and all possible...even horrific death. Its all here for a reason.
RE: A Nightmare Named Balaam. . .
Dear Zophiel
well yes I can accept that GOD, the creator whatever name people choose is neutral.
Love beyond measure
kim xx
RE: A Nightmare Named Balaam. . .
Hi Zophiel, What do you feel in your heart that your dream, vision is saying to you?
Have you ever been involved with any dark cults?
Have you got friends who are?
There are many unexplainable energy out there that we not experience, and iv'e been amaze at what some people have gone through.
love and blessings
lightwinds xx
Wendy