Impact of Kundalini active partner on Reiki practitioner

[Alligin]

Hi,
I’m attuned as a Reiki practitioner and usually am a calm clear thinking person.

My partner is going through a kundalini awakening.
I'm not kundalini active. I feel overwhelmed – paralysed – like a rabbit caught up in car headlights.
I’m anxious, confused. I have difficulty concentrating and making decisions.
I know that time is passing and I’m missing something, I’ve growing self-doubt, I’m concerned that something is wrong with me, that I’m going crazy.
Is this likely to be anything to do with my partner and her kundalini awakening?
Is my use of Reiki likely to be making me more sensitive to my partner’s energies?


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[Paul Crick]

Is this likely to be anything to do with my partner and her kundalini awakening?

No. Everything which is happening with you, is being created within self out of your underlying thought patterns and beliefs, we are creatures of our own design.

Is my use of Reiki likely to be making me more sensitive to my partner’s energies?

No. Reiki can't make you anything, only you have the power to decide if you wish to become more sensitive or intuitive within self, you have to make choices which will transform you, but you also have to take responsibility for those choices.

[jnani]

Hi Alligin
Awakened kundalini is not a nightmare as you feel it. And it is your partner's kundalini, not even yours!
Just relax. Accept the confusion, lack of concentration, overwhelming, rebbit caught..., missing out on something, time passing by, going crazy etc etc. Let it all in your heart, allow it. You are fighting it because you judge it as something negative and undesirable. Drop the judgement. If this is what wants to happen, let it. Get out of the way. Don't try to understand it. It will become only too complex. Become innocent instead and allow it with gentle and open heart.
It will soon clear. Awakened kundalini or fast asleep one...whatever it is just allow. True spiritual progress is to surrender to what is. Not having personal agendas. Then everything becomes smooth.
xx

[LightBody]

Hi Alligin.

There is a Kundalini e-mail discussion list that has been active since 1996 at http://kundalini-gateway.org . There is a link to subscribe to the discussion list on that page underneath the introductory text.

There are many experienced Reiki practitioners on the list who may be able to provide you additional feedback about your experiences.

[LightBody]

Originally Posted by Alligin

I’m attuned as a Reiki practitioner and usually am a calm clear thinking person.

I didn't know that was possible! (hahahahaha, I am being facetious, really!)

Originally Posted by Alligin

My partner is going through a kundalini awakening.

That can be a truly wonderful experience not only for your partner, but for everyone who is sensitive to your partner's energy.

Originally Posted by Alligin

I'm not kundalini active.

Yoda to Luke: "You will be... you... will... be."

Originally Posted by Alligin;691778[FONT=Verdana

I feel overwhelmed – paralysed – like a rabbit caught up in car headlights.
I’m anxious, confused. I have difficulty concentrating and making decisions.
I know that time is passing and I’m missing something, I’ve growing self-doubt, I’m concerned that something is wrong with me, that I’m going crazy.
Is this likely to be anything to do with my partner and her kundalini awakening?

The awakening your partner is experiencing is, in spite of the symptoms, having a very positive and healthy effect on your own kundalini and sensitivity to spiritual energies. This is likened to holding two tuning forks next to each other, one vibrating, one not. When they are near enough, the vibrating tuning fork causes the non-vibrating tuning fork to vibrate.

Any time there is an awakening of energy centers internal to and external to the physical body, awareness increases to a proportional degree.

In the beginning for most, awareness is not usually the emotionally charged experience of nirvana or samadhi, but rather that awareness is of the problems in one's life... in the long term, this is a very good thing, but in the short term, it's darn uncomfortable.

In the long term it's a good thing because it allows one to heal those troubles, however, in the short term it's usually a bit difficult to discover how to heal those issues.

Originally Posted by Alligin

Is my use of Reiki likely to be making me more sensitive to my partner’s energies?

Absolutely, 100% positively yes in very healthy ways.

You are becoming more spiritually aware than you have been in the past, and that's a very healthy experience. Uncomfortable? For most, yes. Beneficial and healthy? Without question, yes.

Your Reiki experience will most likely help ease or lessen uncomfortable symptoms of awakening Kundalini, at least that's been my experience with those whose kundalini has started to awaken as a result of sharing the attunement experience.

What you are experiencing now is, in hindsight, a truly wonderful process of awakening. Yeah, it can be uncomfortable, but it is also VERY empowering. This experience marks a significant change in your life.

Congratulations! Yay!!!

[Kiga]

Differing opinions here - even opposite! The subject of kundalini always seems to be controversial and is something I have never come across in my own life. How can one know when it's awakening? And what happens then? Is the person fundamentally changed in some way that is obvious, or is it just known to them?

[Alligin]

Thank you so much to everyone who responded so quickly and generously with their knowledge and wisdom.
You've helped me a lot!

Alligin

[mouse16]

Hello,
I've just picked up on this thread, very late I'm afraid so not sure if you are still out there I was wondering if you are still being affected in the same way. I have had some experience with Kundalini.
Jane

[Alligin]

Hi, Jane,

Sorry about dealy in responding.
Things have got much better, but I'd still welcome your input.
My partner doenow recognise that her energy / magnetism does have an effect on me - clouding my thoughts and slurring my speech and she says I say the strangest things to her!
So her recognition helps alot. Also I try and stay at least 5 feet away when I'm with her for any length of time! I function much better at this distance.
She did ask me to stop doing Reiki as she said this was affecting us too. I said I would not consciously do Reiki but Reiki is part of me.

Any helpful pointers would be great

Alligin

[mouse16]

Hi
I can only reply with what I know from my own experience but will send you a PM.

[justinbonnet]

Hey Alligin,

Have you investigated the possibility that your kundalini is awakening? It doesn't always have to be in a stereotypical way. What you described could also be symptoms.

If you were close to awakening already, then your partner's experience(s) might have been the little push you needed (as LightBody said, tuning fork style).

And yes, being attuned to/practicing reiki would make you more sensitive to energetic phenomena (unless, as is perhaps implied by Paul, your system decides it doesn't want to be more sensitive).

Have you had any healings since this all happened? If yes, did they help? There might be a few things that healing might be good for- for example, untwisting the shushumna, to help the vertical flow..

All the best Justin