You have it, can I suggest that as you have the Gaia-Now attunement that you do the Gaia-Now meditation as that will help you to become refocused, balanced and energised.
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Hi all, Today I feel like I am loosing my mind, I did lots of ME time at the weekend and it seems that, even though things have started happening to me for a while I remember one client in particular and while treating her i had a surge of heat flow down my right leg and to be honest I really think now that something happened to me there.Its so hard to explain, I do go within as that is where the real power is but I am asking you guys to send me some healing, Reiki, prayers etc because, even though I know I am going through it and the energies around at the moment are preparing us I feel so low its unbearable today.
Please dont slate me for saying about the experiment with the client but I think this was something that should not have happened, its like someone is telling me to clear this from me, whatever it was
I am emotionally drained and cannot sum up the energy to work on myself today so please any kind of healing would be so much appreciated
Love, Light and Healing and more sent Star. Hope you feel more connected soon.
Healing now sent to you, Star. I hope you are beginning to feel cocooned in the supportive light offered by your HP friends, which feels very strong around you, and will give you the time and space to heal x x x
Oh there is a God, Caroline and Paul I felt the powerful healing , Paul thanks for reminding me of the Gaia Now healing, why have I not used it more often, so I came on here to thank ye both and then realised Suzanne you had also sent me healing.I cannot describe how good I FEEL now, I just dont want to get out of this wonderful feeling, Im doing a little skip and a jump now
Oh there is a God, Caroline and Paul I felt the powerful healing , Paul thanks for reminding me of the Gaia Now healing, why have I not used it more often, so I came on here to thank ye both and then realised Suzanne you had also sent me healing.I cannot describe how good I FEEL now, I just dont want to get out of this wonderful feeling, Im doing a little skip and a jump now
Gaia Holistix A Gaia-Now transformational healing and personal development practice. Gaia-Now School A new introductory workshop is available for 2012 - Practitioners classes expected late spring 2012.
Well guys I do feel better but the concentration, memory clarity etc are weak so went along to a homeopath this morning and she prescribed 'alumina', the following is some info. on it, she was very thorough and did a very detailed consultation.
Another highly characteristic feature of Alumina's mental instability is a sense of unreality. This may be described in various ways. Some patients say, "It's like I'm not here." By this they do not mean that their mind has gone blank, but rather that their sense of self has gone. It is a state that is hard to imagine, in which the perception of the outside world continues, without a sense of the person herself. Others say, "It is as though it is not me but another person watching these things." Hahnemann in his Chronic Diseases uses the same description; 'When he says anything he feels as if another person has said it'. This is a state in which the mind is detached and witnessing events (including the subjects own thoughts and actions) from a distance. "It's like I'm looking at the world from behind a glass case.) Naturally, this feeling of detachment can be very disturbing, confirming to the Alumina individual that there is something seriously wrong with her mind.
Alumina may sometimes be confused with Medorrhinum, and even Cannabis Indica, since both of these types experience a sense of unreality or duality. Medorrhinum often reports episodes of feeling 'spaced out' or far away from the world, but these are transient compared to the constant loss of ego of Alumina. I have never heard a Medorrhinum person say that they felt that they did not exist, or that someone else seemed to speak when they spoke. It seems that these two states are superficially similar, but really very different. Medorrhinum's detachment is similar to the detachment which anyone who practises a lot of meditation may experience, where the self is experienced as silent and expanded, and separate from the thinking mind. In contrast, Alumina experiences a complete loss of the sense of self, which is entirely pathological. (Other features of the mentals will usually be sufficiently distinct for the careful homeopath to distinguish between Alumina, Medorrhinum and Cannabis Indica.)
Some Alumina people describe a milder form of identity confusion. When asked about their personality in the interview, they say "I haven't got one", and they are not joking. When asked what they mean, they say that they have no sense of a personality, since all they do is try to make sense of their confusion, and cope with their anxiety.
One Alumina patient, an extremely thin, nervous woman who was having relationship problems, was quite analytical about this. She said that she had no personality because she had no role models as a child, since her father was seldom at home and her mother was aloof. Whilst the latter conditions will not help to give a child a sense of identity, they will not produce such a profound lack of sense of self in other constitutional types as that seen in Alumi
Another highly characteristic feature of Alumina's mental instability is a sense of unreality. This may be described in various ways. Some patients say, "It's like I'm not here." By this they do not mean that their mind has gone blank, but rather that their sense of self has gone. It is a state that is hard to imagine, in which the perception of the outside world continues, without a sense of the person herself. Others say, "It is as though it is not me but another person watching these things." Hahnemann in his Chronic Diseases uses the same description; 'When he says anything he feels as if another person has said it'. This is a state in which the mind is detached and witnessing events (including the subjects own thoughts and actions) from a distance. "It's like I'm looking at the world from behind a glass case.) Naturally, this feeling of detachment can be very disturbing, confirming to the Alumina individual that there is something seriously wrong with her mind.
This is describing exactly the way someone feels when they have massive soul loss.
At that stage, the naturalness of your being was mostly untouched by hypnotism of society. That was you, so you think, even at that stage there was some acquired stuff in your being.
The word personality comes from persona- a masque. As the baby grows to become a child the masque begins to appear. It gets more solid as one grows. The real face is covered over by constant reinforcement of your name and thousand other things
So the one who was divine and nothing else, is gradually hypnotised to become human.
The unreal is put on layer by layer and the real is covered up good and proper.
But the ache (which is clear in your post) to get the real back becomes intense as one progresses.
False cannot substitute the real.
Your real self is before personality arrived. It is faceless, unnamed, beyond labels, before birth, after death. The real you never was born never dies.
You want it back. That is very good news. It is not lost. It never is. It is just underneath the layers of knowlege, concepts, wisdom, knowings.
It is very immediate really, but we think...so it remains hidden
Absolutely beautifully put. Now I guess peal away those layers to reveal the real self, which for me meditation is a big part of that.
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